Apparently, one of them decided to write me a testi in friendster about what i wrote in ma blog..im reali surprised dat he still had my link..
Well, the testi kinda made it look like we were ex-lovers or even had something special going on between us..in fact, made it look like i was the villain of the whole 'plot'..in fact, i had frenz msging me thru' friendster itself, asking, 'is dat y u've been so heartbroken these days'??..my reaction was like, huh???..
You may ask,..den y the hell did i approve it in the first place?..i dunoe..i've got nothing to hide..hence i'm not complaining nimore..
Affa,..if you're reading this, like i said in my testi to reply to that of yours, you have always been a fren, never more & nothing less..but after yesterday, u're back to your persistent ways..im sorry to say dat maybe im juz not cut out for the kinda 'friendship' u're actuali asking for..i tried..but u juz pushed it too far..& i dunoe wat u've been telling Amirah..but it sure seems one-sided to me..terpulanglah..i've had enuff..think wat u wanna think..talk wat u wanna talk..
i've got bigger things to worry about..
..Dear God..
Been a rough start to the New Year for me..
So far, me, ma big bro & mum haf been hospitalised, or at least been to the hospital for medical attention..ALL within this month - January 2006..
What a life huh.. *SiGh*
Mine was minor..lucky..
Abang wasn't that lucky tho'..had a bike accident..mama told me wen i was at werk..panicky but didn't wanna think much of it..the thing dat bothered me most,..i already lost a dad..i dun wanna lose a brother..i can't afford that..i reali can't.. :'( the accident caused complicationz dat was an eye-opener for me..Allah tu Maha Kuasa.. :'( after hearing the doctorz explanation of his condition, i can see dat abg was trying hard to keep his cool like he alwayz has..and when the doctor left, he couldn't take it nimore & finali cried..i couldn't take it either & told him to stop crying coz dat made me cry even more..then i was thinking, kenape mesti begini?..sekiranye besar sgtlah dosa abg ku ini, jgn lah sampai dicuri ape yg ade dpd kite..memang aku bersyukur abg maseh hidop..tapi kenape dgn penyiksaan sebegini??.. these were the thotz that ran thru' my mind..onli God knows how we were all feeling then..
Alhamdulillah,..mine & mama's prayerz were answered..he didn't have to go thru' an op that could have forever damaged his whole life..alhamdulillah..
Mama,..the one who's been my strength..my life..literally..
She juz went thru' a minor surgery last two wks..now, she has to undergo two more operationz on the 1st & 7th next month..7th being a critical operation that she has no choice of saying 'no' to..even the doctor apologised for the complication caused..the doctor said it should have been done the first tym around & not have wasted any more tym testing instead..gosh..i'd wanna be mad at the doctor but should i?..ppl make mistakes..hanya takdir yg menentukan..mama has been through so much..& now more?..hasn't she been put through enough???..raising us since young..alone..no one to turn to..all the obstacles..aren't they enough???..im not condemning HIS actionz but i wonder for how much longer.. :'(
Hanyalah dirimu..
Permata hatiku..
Setinggi langit, seluas bumi, pengorbanan mu..
Bagaikan lilin, membakar diri..
Kau menyinarkan cahaya bakti..
Budimu suci..bak embun pagi..
Dikaulah ibu..yg kusanjungi..
God,..pLz giF mE dA sTrEngTh..mY hEaRt KeePz AcHiNg..
Got a letter from a dear fren of mine..
Indeed a surprise..
But coming from him, itz not..
I've known him enuff to noe dat he'll go to such extend to express himself..such as the onez above..
Thru' dat letter, i got to noe dat i've been hurting him alot,..without realising..
Y?..
I've been honest wif you..
I've told u to move on..
Dun overlook other gerlz who could potentiali be THE ONE..
I've told u my situation..
I've told u how i feel..
I've told you dat you'll always be my fren..
& i've told u these over & over again..
I'm not perfect..
In fact, i may not be the person u tink i m..
Y oh y, do you portray me in such a way like as if im a 'goddess'?..
To be 'worshipped' u say??..
NO!..i dun deserve dat..
Cukup sudah hati ini dilukai.. says:
How i wish i can turn back time and take back my letter..sori to add on to yr dilemma wif my confessions..and if by any chance u think at any point of time i hate u, i don't think it'll ever cross my mind..bcoz it's u..all i'm asking for rite now, don't make me be invisible in your life..
I'm so sorry if i've ever made you feel that way, my dear..
I'm so sorry if i've ever made you feel unappreciated..but if i didn't appreciate, would i have kept those stuff you made for me?..the effort dat you put in..the tym..money..everything is recognised & appreciated for..believe me..
It was never my intention to hurt you..
I have alwayz hoped dat you'd be able to understand the position i'm in..dat i'm in a situation whereby i noe where i stand..
Kalau dilayan sgt, you'll probably take my actionz as an acceptance to something beyond friendship..
& i can't bring maself to do dat..
I wouldn't do to a person wat i wouldn't want them to do to me, let alone to hurt them further by leading them on..memberi harapan palsu..
Itz juz not me..
& datz y i told u the truth..but u insist on me giving u the chance, despite knowing abt it & now telling me dat i've hurt u?..i've done u wrong?..how is dat?..
Bukan me tanak..bukan me tak sudi..
Itz juz too complicated right now..
Perhapz im still holding back..
For wat reasonz, i'm still trying to figure out maself..
I'm juz sorry dat i cannot give what you're asking for..except, a sincere frenship i alwayz had..
..i'm sorry..
Juz got to noe weeks ago dat ppl have been talkin' about me & a close guy fren of mine..hez been there for me most of the tym..
& now people are actuali saying dat im taking advantage of him..leading him on since he has feelingz for me..
Wow..didn't know being a single woman is like being a 'janda hina'..
Ppl will talk wen you're close to a guy..sememangnye,..as some of my frenz told me, mulot org,..unstoppable..juz let them talk..so once they're tired, they'll stop..
Well, maybe some people can bear wif it..
I couldn't..itz my pride,..reputation,..maruah,..at stake..
I was so shocked dat i couldn't take it nimore & actually broke down in front of baby..
They don't know my real situation,..my intentionz,..& they're juz taking watz on the surface!~..
Dammit!~ even he knows my dilemma!~ i've told him the whole truth!~ i've told him to move on!~
..people can be so shallow?..
Alas, i decided to slowly drift away..cost ma dear frenship wif him.. :'(
.. says:
i just want to say that i never met someone like u.... that's y my heart open wen i get to noe u... as i say b4 follow yr heart n feelings... 4 me to open to someone new will be a hell for a long tym... itz never a mistake noeing u...
Still searching..for ma own peace of mind.. (piece of mine) says:
dun say dat..u made me cry..itz been my pleasure knowing u..u were never a mistake..but ma weakness..thanks for everything..
Recently, shemz finali got into a relationship..lucky gal he has..hez one of the few ppl whom i think can reali make me hapi..& yes, im beginning to think, was it a waste that i didn't even give him the chance, knowing wat he'll be able to provide me wif?..da mountz of happiness?..love?..da feeling dat i mean da world to him?..it may sound rather exaggerated but datz him..i noe..
..a wasted chance i guess..
So why, you may ask, am i not giving the rest a chance?..
I'm not a heartbreaker..but im not bitch either..
I won't lead u on once i know u've fallen for me..
I won't let it ruin the friendship built..& i'll be frank..
I'll most probably tell u to "move on" & the, "we can alwayz be frenz" phrase..
Im no ms 'popular'..& i'll be as straight forward as i can be..
If u're still willing to be frens wif me after dat, i'll be thankful..
But if u insist on hoping for something i'm never gonna be able to give, i may even make u hate me if i haf to..juz so to let u move on..
Yes,..datz me..
For now, juz let me be..
..i'm still searching for ma own peace of mind..
I thot i knew..
I thot i was right..
But i was proven wrong once too many tymz..
You had your chances.....
..now you're juz an option..no longer a choice..you're juz one of the rest..
Enough of sweet, meaningless & unfulfilled wordz..
Enough of broken promises..
Enough of disappointments..
Enough of disappearances..
Enough of reasonz..
Enuffz enuff..
I've had enuff..
..it takez more than juz wordz..
I'm finali gonna update about my KL trip...khekhekheee...sorry took me this long ya...
Been sick seh..even went to hospital noh..some gastro watever not entah..ma conclusion - food poisoning..symptomz are similar to dat niwayz..hmmm..muz be mimi's chicken rice i ate at werk before dat fateful day..khekhekheee ;p kiddin' mi!~ *pEaCe²* was supposed to be put under observation..tapi oh tidak..no no no..not for me okay..bukan takot..cume segannn.. *WiNkz* well, me got a jab PER buttockz for it okayyy.....adoiii.....
Ok ok dah,..letz get straight on it...
First day, nothing much...
From Singapore, we went to Larkin' first by cab, & from there, we took a bus to KL...there were onli the 5 of us den - Me, Che'mong, Kak Efp, Yani & Siraj...once reached, half day gone..booked a bus back on Sunday first before proceeding to our hotel - Concorde...dah check in smua, we took the train to Bukit Bintang...i think lah egh...nothing interesting to update over here...juz dat i bought a Mango top, which i could have bought over here *SmAck oN mA foReheAd*..rash move..stooopid like hell!~ den since i didn't bother to bring any comfy shoez for cubbling, me & yani had to get ourselvez shoez at Sungei Wang (i think the place is called)..leceh tol..but i got reali nice pair for maself, so im contented lah...ehehe ;p
Ok anywayz, rushed back to hotel and got ready to go Zouk...i was da last one to be ready but hey, no onez complaining...dis was mainly due to da fact dat i was da one doing the eye & nose make-up for da gerlz...pandai jorangz!~ *gRrrr*
Took a cab there...imagine, da 5 of us...badan dahlah 'power²'...so da rest of da gerlz had to pangku me...kiut kannn...ape tak kiut...kaki sampai cramp²...*gRiNz* ;p
Well, dunoe watz the deal wif peepz saying dat itz pretty happening over there @ Zouk..errr..ma first experience?..no no no..nothing special except being pushed around alot..lagi² chek yg 'kurang ketinggian' ini..pey irritating!~ *gRrrr*
Second day,...
Guess who decided to join us?...Sarhan 'Anjiiing'...
I call him dat coz of a trick he did on me during a bday party & callz me kuching.. *gRrrr*
Kak Nana & geng oso arrived dat day...they got a suite!~ nice, big room seh...jeles!!!~
Well anywayz, we went to Mega Mall...bloody huge mall seh ni...we decided to split up, leaving me & yani to tour around on our own...we even bumped into Ayul Panj @ F.O.S!~ anjat gegerlz...khekhekheee...;p hmm..too bad we didn't haf tym to finish seeing da whole place..me tak belik pape pun..kelam kabot seh..so not da nice to rush noh..i donch like.. :(
After dat, we proceeded to Petaling...i dint get maself anything over there either, except a Jack Danielz t-shirt & an All-blackz polo tee..can't reali buy stuff there unless i wanna get it from ma bro..adelah citernye.....ehehe ;p but kan, that is where i've learnt to boost my 'tawar-menawar' skillz seh...sampai naek haus when tawaring for a bag An wanted...khekhekheee...berry goodz arh... *WiNkz*
Well, dat day, da four of us - me, yani, raj & an, juz didn't feel like cubbling lor..da guyz even wanted to play pool...hence, we went out to source for food instead...we walked all the way from our hotel to KLCC nye blakang, to eat at this superb mamaz stall...the roti canai velly da big seh...i loike...khekhekheee ;p
Along da way, amik lah byk² pix...betol² mcm tourists jakunz...*gRiNz*
Oh! & one thing me & yani haf learnt, kalau tak tahu directionz, we've gotta base it on our own instincts instead...coz so far, biler kite tanye org sane kan, jorangz pun tak tahu..malah, jorangz bilang salah direction lagik!~ ya ampunnn..... *fAiNtZ*
Dah sapdek, balek hotel, mandi, bobokz.....
Third day...
Ma morning was RUDELY awakened by da two 'betinaz' who juz got back from cubbling @ Ibiza...khekhekheeee ;p *pEaCe²* da three of us were to haf our breakfast for dat day, so i had to wash ma face beros gigik, freshen up maself..dan dgn muker yg tak bermakeup & ma pyjamas jugak lah, me turon mamamz wif them...ok lah...i ate alot seh...ishk...bagoi betoi selera pagi hamba... ;p well, mcm ular² sawa yg sewaktu dgnnye, lepas makan, tido balek...ehehe ;p
I slept for awhile before i actuali woke up hearing Anz irritating voice plak..memekakz betol!~.. *GrRrr*
Jorangz ajak pi swimming & so, i went...fyi,..dulukan, biler org ajak swimming, susah betol me nak ikot..akot gelap noh..skarang kan, maen bedal jek..gelap pun gelap lah..asalkan gaya hidop sehat...ceh!~ macam paham!!!~ ;p
Niwayz, we left the two - Monis & Kak efp, to sleep whilst the rest of us went 'dipping' downstairz...i juz wore ma t-shirt & borrowed Raj's shortz since i didn't bring any..besar seh and it keepz slipping off so i was more conscious of ma shortz den swimming lah kan..well, da water was so bloody cold but syiok noh...khekhekheee ;p pastu, kite pi sauna room...mcm paham betol kiter~! i couldn't stay in there for long coz it made me so breathless!~ haiyohhh..
Ok after going back to our room, i got to bathe first followed by da rest...& guess wat, da two 'queenz' were still sleeping!~ ishk ishk ishkkk...fenatz betol ye kakz..... ;p
We juz left them to sleep & set out to Masjid India by foot...dah mamamz, jejalanz, aleh² ujan lebat seh..but despite da heavy rain, we went to Sogo...mandi ujan juz to layan me nye pasal.....awww...so shweet u guyz... ;p well, believe it or not, we actuali walked back to our hotel too...at d end of da day, rase cam kuros betis kiter...betis jek...ehehe ;p
Dat nite, same routine, did da gerlz' eyemakeupz afterwich we decided to countdown da new year @ Nouvo...got a party hat sehhh...ehehehe ;p
Masok jek,..maciamz² bau noh!~ bau alcohol laen,..bau smoke laen,..ni bau badan lagik plak tu!!!~ menusuk kalbu betol!~ ishkkkkk.....nak termuntah baybeh..huahuahuaaa ;p
Hmmm...da music played was much better than da first one...and da crowd, can say ramai gak singaporeanz...and altho' ma normal 'bodyguard' - mimi (bodyguard seh...cam paham ;p), wasn't there, nasib baek ade raj ngan an... *gRiNz*
Series of incidents happened but luckily these guyz were there to 'protect' us...protect betol...ehehe ;p there was even an incident where we galz had to claim ourselves as a buncha lesbianz, juz to kip dis particular bugga away..tapi dia cam tak paham bahase!..well, sememangnye dia bangsa asing lah kan..berkulit hitam 'manis' - to be polite..paham² jeklah ye (juz translate da bold word to english ya)..so dia bbual pun dahlah tak paham..ditambah pula dgn seleleh nye..ya ampunnn.....bahase menunjukkan bangsa betol!~..
Den kan, dia tanye ape entah lah..& we added on saying dat Anz a gay (which till now, an didn't realise dat we talked about him...so letz juz kip it dat way k...shhh!~ huahuahuaaa ;p)..& guess wat da bugga said,.."Oh i like gays too!~"...chuuuber eghk!~ dah desperate sgt gaknye!!!~ lepak seh tu...a helluva confused man..haiyohhh.. *ShaKe HeAd*
Oh well, dis bloody bugga finali stopped bugging us & decided to cause trouble wif another group of singaporeans instead..a fight even broke out..stooopid like hell!~ we juz can't be bothered ar tapi takot² jugak lah kan..so our 'gayboy' took us to one side and ensured our safety...ceh!~ hero seh...eheheee ;p
After da havoc, thingz carried on as per normal...me & yani reali danced & sang like nobodyz business...pakai suara awok² dokkk...dun pray² arhhh...khekhekheee *WiNkz* no, we're not drunk...im not a drinker beb...no no no...it was purely good, clean fun...amidst all dat, kite ade jugak arh terkenang-kenang org² di singapura tercinta ni kan..like, wat r da ppl doin' back at home & stuff..windu lerrr..*tOuChy²* :(
Well, for sure d other galz had fun too...i bet dey REALLY did...ape tak,...kekenal ngan footballerz lagik...ade yg anak datok plak tu...tanak ckp ar kan *ChEeKy WiNkz* kite cucu nenek...ehehe *pEaCe²* ;p
Da day didn't reali end well for me, i guess..one drunk guy had to b such an ass to piss me off..u see, i can be easily 'traumatised' when a stranger suddenly cumz up to me & do silly thingz..pulak tu si an ngan raj dah jalan dulu..haiyakkk..bingit jek ngan lelaki tu tao!~ stooopid like hell!~ shit him!~ *GrRrr* well yeah..itz bound to happen wen u go to these places..tapi.....jijik arh!~ *eeeewwwww*
After dat, Kak efp ajak pi mamamz ngan da 'new found fwenz' of theirz..tapi me tak berani lah pulak kan..seganz noh.. ;p so me & yani went back straight to our hotel instead...da guyz were aldy there...dah nak tido pongz...tup tup tup, me dah bish mandi, tiga² ekor dah flat...ishk ishk ishkkk... ;p
Fourth & final day...
Siang², yani, an ngan raj dah bgn...itz their turn for breakfast...
The initial plan was dat da three stooges were supposed to wake me up after they came back from breakfast..konon sbelom balek, nak step cover KLCC arh since we dint manage to go there past few days..beh si An plak ajak me pi Petaling lagik..dia nak buat last minit shopping..yer yer orhhh jek!~ biler me dah bgn, dah bis mandi smua, aleh² tiga² skali dah flat balek..darah upz jek tao~! smangat dua minit betol..aiyoyohhh..... *sMacK oN mA FoReHeaD*
By da tym they woke up, dah tengahari..bus kol dua lebih..so luper sajelah niat suci kite kan..aiyohhh.. *sHaKe HeAd* si An maseh nak pi Petaling jugak..me plak dah malas menunggu, jadi malas plak nak jejalanz lagik..so in d end, me, yani & raj went down to eat coz i was bloody hungry..doesn't help dat i gotta wait for them to get ready..i guess they forgot the saying, a hungry woman is an angry woman! huAhUaHuAaa...cam pahammmz...ehehe ;p
& thanks to raj, i kept ordering maggi goreng for ma whole stay in KL...and yeah, not forgetting ice milo...hehe ;p
Den dgr² kan, si dua 'hot mammaz' of ourz got an all-paid-for 'tour' by da grp of generous hosts...gerek seh...wahahahaaa ;p sukerkkk?.....
Dahlah...pastu dah takde pape lagi...tup tup tup, sampai ke tanahair sendirik...alhamdulillah...masok causeway jek, mcm² sms dpt...beribu-ribu lemon!~ fuyooooo.....
Den raj kol'd baby...baby cried..awww...*tOuChy²* she said she missed us so much...made me wanna cry too hearing her 'sob²' like dat..wah..buay tahan orh.. :( me pantang tao part emo²...ehehe ;p
Asides from dat, got a disturbing msg from another lil' one, ila..she had been msging me since dat morning tapi apekan daya, me cannot receive..she was so relieved wen i finali msged her back, saying dat she needz to see me & wanted to stay over @ ma houz dat nite..sumhow she seemed very troubled so i decided to take her out for a breather instead..ma thotz initiali was to go to da beach..a place i personali love to go to in tymz of 'need' for a peace of mind..den i remembered dat baby asked to meet her earlier on,..so i figured out, baby'z werkplace @ One Fullertonz not a bad place to chill out & relax either..
Hence, i got home, chucked ma luggage to one side, took a shower, & went out to meet ila at Rafflez Place..
She looked terrible..can see dat shez been crying..too much too..aiyohhh..
We talked along da way..shez hurt..hungry..sick..tired..keshian nah lah.. *SiGh* met baby japz during her break..decided to wait for her & go home takin' the first train..so me ngan ila walked to Lau Pa Sat to eat..penat tu penat, ngantok tu ngantok..tapi lapar jugak ar kan..lagipun ila oso haven't eaten since morning..kang pengsan plak anak org..
Well, i brought ma digicam, so sempat amik² gambar japz..by den ila was abit better lah..still troubled but crazy like me..hehe :)
Unfortunately, da place we ate at was not nice..dah lah mahal..tak sedap plak tu..aiyohhh..upset! hmmm..
We walked back & decided to chill by da 'vomitting lion'...ehehe ;p it was so freekin' cold seh..should've brought ma sweater or something..dan dgn angin dari laut tu, fuyooo..mate takleh angz noh..ngantok..nasib baek me bawak kad *gRiNz* ahhh.....walaupun i bawak pouch ajek, smua i bleh sumbat tao..hehe ;p managed to cheer ila up by teaching her the game of 'stress'...we were laughing like mad women by da river seh...khekhekheee ;p lepakz...she was a fast pro alright...baru blajar, dah menang...tak aci!~ oh well,...i guess i was too tired lah hor...hehe ;p ego!~ *bLuEkZ* it was fun & certainly made ma day (or morning, rather), seeing her laugh like dat...
Tho' laughterz don't reali cure the hurt we may haf inside, it'll at least take the pain away..even for a moment..
Well, baby finali finished werk & we went home together...ila came home wif me & nak tahu kite uat per?...kiter lepakz depan tv pat hall, bukak citer hindustan...tu pun tak lama...dia tertido...fenatz..... *WiNkz*
Ok dah...enuff lah kan...
Panjang betol entry kiter..harap tak jelak...jarang tao kiter update...ehehe ;p
Da~~
Guess wat peepz??!
Ni citer confirm over da top nye..luper nak blg aritu..i told some of ma fwenz & dey made me feel so much 'better' after dat by laughing their headz off..tanx eghk!~ *gRrrr*
Begini citernye.....
Akcherly kan, mama me tersayang pun pi KL for da new year jugak...
She went wif ma other relativez...it was more of a last minit plan thingy ah...jorangz sengaja nak buat me jeles ar tu...well, it workz!~ ehehe ;p
& of coz, unfortunately, me takleh join lah kan..dah planning ngan memberz dari bulan puase lagik..nanti org kate ape pulak kan..so had to forgo da family trip dis tym ard :(
Anywayz, datz reali not da point..
I came back from Malaysia on Sunday,..jorangz on Monday nite..
Dat Monday nite, i went to werk as per normal lah kan...
When i came home from werk da next morning, know what i saw on ma table??..
Well, there were a couple of thingz on it but ONE particular thing caught ma eyes almost instantly..
There was this small pocket sized book..
Entitled,..
Get this - "Bagaimana Mencari Jodoh"
*BiG SmAcK oN mA fOreHeaD*
Of ALL the thingz she could've bought for me, she actually bought me a book, untok mencarik jodoh okayyyyy..ya ampunnnnn.....
I saw it on ma table and i reali dunoe wat or how to react seh..cam nak nangis pun ade,..nak ketawa pun ade,..nak hentak² kepala kat tembok pun ade!
Well, nolah..itz not dat im pissed or wat lah..but seriously, itz kinda ridiculous jugak seh..of all things?..y seh?..desperate nah ke aku ni?..yg penting, TAK LAKU ke aku ni???..mama takot sgt ke anak dara dia ni tak bersuami..to d extent of buying me dis???..aiyoiii.. *ShAkE HeAd*
Entahlah..jgn sampai one day, she comes up to me, ckp ade org nak masok minang sua..u noe, like match make and stuff..chuuuber egh!~
Some of ma frenz said itz ridiculous lah..ma mum wouldn't do dat to me..tapi seriously, u haf to expect d unexpected seh when dis kinda thingz happen..i mean, who'd haf ever thot she'd buy me dat???..
I dunoe if im being paranoid or wat lah but seriously, cannot help it seh..maybe im taking it too seriously..maybe im juz over-reacting..maybe maybe maybe! oh tidakkk..daku stress baaanget!~
Ok enuff of da jodoh crap..
Another thing she bought for me,..
Over da fone, mama told me dat she got me da pink hp housing i've been wanting for a very long tym..da reason y i used 'very long tym' here is coz it'll actuali cost me 60 bux to get them..original ones dat is..so tunda nye tunda, sampai skarang tak belik²..in fact, dah tahun baru pongz..haiyahhh..
Ok movin' on,..
I asked her if it was indeed original..she confidently said yes it is..den i tanye ar whether it cost alot..she said no lah..tak mahal lah..so i was pretty psyched up about dat ar..
Nak tahu aper?..
When i saw the real thing,..they're pink alright..& yeah,..they're 'original' alright..
Well, imagine dis - pink housing packed in a normal plastic with the word, 'ORIGINAL'..tak ker original tu.....
Osh kosh b'goshhh..mama mama.. *ShaKe HeAd*
I finali asked her how much she bought it for..sepuloh ringgit..
Den i asked nape tak bilang?..dgn muka yg teramat selambenye,..she said coz she noes i wouldn't like it..aiyoiii.....nak mengamok pun tak sampai hati..
Well, itz da thot dat counts lah kan..so i gunakan jugaklah benda tu..tapi seperti yg dijangkakan, da thing is bloody worthless & a waste of money..be it stakat empat dollarz jek..wen i changed ma housing, da hearing was so terrible, i could hardly hear wat d other person on d other end of da fone is saying!..darah upz jek..i tink sumthing wrong sumwhere ar..haiyahhh..see, wif money there cumz a price alright..datz y i dun mind splurging more for quality..aiyahhh..wasted united..
Dah tu jeklah me nak citerkan pasal mama kusyg..
Arhhh..enjoy²!~
Khekhekheee...
Dgr² cam ramai gak yg bising pasal me tak update blog ni eghk...
Sowie lah gengz..no tym..if got tym oso, malas noh..nak uat pat werk, boleh tu boleh lah..tapi cam pencurik haram jek..ne 24/7 wary of ma surroundingz..maklomlah, nanti kalo boss atau 'spy²' nampak,..dah kene buang keje..nak uat pat umah, pc dah gonez..ne reformat everything okayyy..haiyakkk..sianz..
Niwayz, i noe itz still no excuse lah kan since dah more than two months lom update.. *pEaCe²*
Hmmm..as you can see below, i juz released two drafts under Oct. 22nd which i kept like, for sooo long...khekhekheee...errr...i oso forgot why i did dat... *bLuR*
Hmmm..alot of things have happened over the past few months..alot alot..dunoe where to start oso..
Ni pun me aru alek dari KL..errr..the trip was ok i guess..next entry den can tell more lah..
For now, datz it..
