Life is the process of finding love; every person will need to find four people in their life.
First person is you,
Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you the most,
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.
In Life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels.
Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most.
Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.
The one you love most doesn't love you.
The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most.
And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most.
He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Which person are you in other people's life?
No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.
But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesnt love you anymore.
When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't.
Same goes, when he loves you no more, theres no way he can pretend he loves you.
When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you,
You must ask yourself if you still love him.
If you also don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride.
If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it.
If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him.
And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?
Love is not possesive.
If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin.
But the moonlight still shines upon you.
In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person.
Let him become a permanent memory in your life.
If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.
Love him for his good points, and the bad too.
You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him.
If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore.
When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him.
You only know that no matter when or where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you.
Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listening criterias.
In a relationship. you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.
Being away from each other is a type of test.
If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat.
Real love will never become hate.
When two people are in love,
They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises.
Why do they ask each other to swear and promise?
Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover.
These swear and promises are useless;
Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!
We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean never dry.
Even if it happen, are we still alive by then?
Be careful when making promises; dont make promises that you cannot keep.
Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just say it casually.
Remember,"Swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!"
In relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another;
The one saying, doesnt believe; the one listening; also doesnt believe.
Which person have you found so far?
In the world so big, which person have you found?
And who has found you?
Thanks for this piece, Fahmei..
First person is you,
Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you the most,
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.
In Life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels.
Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most.
Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.
The one you love most doesn't love you.
The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most.
And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most.
He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Which person are you in other people's life?
No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.
But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesnt love you anymore.
When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't.
Same goes, when he loves you no more, theres no way he can pretend he loves you.
When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you,
You must ask yourself if you still love him.
If you also don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride.
If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it.
If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him.
And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?
Love is not possesive.
If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin.
But the moonlight still shines upon you.
In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person.
Let him become a permanent memory in your life.
If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.
Love him for his good points, and the bad too.
You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him.
If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore.
When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him.
You only know that no matter when or where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you.
Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listening criterias.
In a relationship. you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.
Being away from each other is a type of test.
If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat.
Real love will never become hate.
When two people are in love,
They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises.
Why do they ask each other to swear and promise?
Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover.
These swear and promises are useless;
Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!
We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean never dry.
Even if it happen, are we still alive by then?
Be careful when making promises; dont make promises that you cannot keep.
Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just say it casually.
Remember,"Swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!"
In relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another;
The one saying, doesnt believe; the one listening; also doesnt believe.
Which person have you found so far?
In the world so big, which person have you found?
And who has found you?
Thanks for this piece, Fahmei..
FemmeFatale @ 8:04 AM |
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A song which holdz alot of meaning to me..
Hate liarz & hypocritez..who doesn't, right?..
Also..
Dun ever make promises you can't keep nor say thingz u dun mean..
I hate that too.. :'(
Kenapa (Shazzy featuring Lah VE)
Sebelum ku kenalimu
Hidupku cukup ngan suka duka
Tak pernahku sangka semuanya akan berubah
Dikau bagaikan cahaya, bagi jiwa ku ini
Tak mungkinku lupa katamu kan sentiasa di sisi
Bagaikan satu kisah cinta kita berdua ke mana
Asyik berpegangan tangan orang lain dilupakan
Apa terjadi, diriku ni masih tertekan
Hati dilukai setelah janji ditunaikan
Tiap kali ku fikir, tiada guna bersedih
Rakan-rakan katakan buang masa ku cintai
Dikau punca pedihku, tiada baik darimu
Tiada langsung yang benar dalam ungkapan bibirmu
Kenapa harus ku bercinta
Kenapa ku begini
Kenapa harus ku tanggung semua
Kenapa harus ku bercinta
Kenapa ku percaya
Kenapa aku diperbodoh kasih
Tak mungkin ku lupa kali pertama bersua
Tak sangka, dikau kan menjadi pedih yang kan dalami jiwa
Siang malam termenung, sedih memakan hati
Tak pernah ku ingat ku boleh diluka begini
Namun ku cekal hatiku, tuk melupakanmu
Ku tahu kau begitu
Malas ku nak rayu, buang tenagaku
Kau takkan mendengarku
Selamat tinggal oh kasih
Janganlah iri hati
Hidup baru kan mula bila terbitnya mentari
Kenapa harus ku bercinta
Kenapa ku percaya
Kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
Kenapa harus ku merayu
Kenapa ku percaya
Kenapa harus ku dikecewakan kasih
Kenapa harus ku bercinta
Kenapa ku percaya
Kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
Kenapa harus ku merayu
Kenapa ku bercinta
Kenapa harus ku pegang janjimu
Kenapa harus ku merayu
Kenapa ku bercinta
Kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
Kenapa harus ku percaya
Kenapa ku bercinta
Kenapa harus ku pegang janjimu kasih
Sekian lama telah ku simpan rasa ini di hati
Baru kini ku berani tuk mengatakan oh gadis
Dikau punca segala, kepedihan di hatiku
Tak ingin lagi ku lihat wajahmu di hadapanku
Just thot I'd share something I came across..
Kenangan itu kadangkala teramat pahit untuk diredah, tetapi ia terlalu
manis untuk dikenang. Hidup tak selalunya indah tapi yang indah itu tetap
hidup dalam kenangan. Andainya, hadirnya cinta sekadar untuk mengecewakan,
lebih baik cinta itu tak pernah hadir. Kecewa bercinta bukan bermakna dunia
sudah berakhir. Masa depan yang cerah berdasarkan pada masa lalu yang telah
dilupakan. Hidup ini indah jika kita tahu menghargainya..
Tapi ia amat menyakitkan andai kita melaluinya sambil lewa..
Pelik tapi benar eghk?..
Wat say you?..
Hmmm.....
Hate liarz & hypocritez..who doesn't, right?..
Also..
Dun ever make promises you can't keep nor say thingz u dun mean..
I hate that too.. :'(
Kenapa (Shazzy featuring Lah VE)
Sebelum ku kenalimu
Hidupku cukup ngan suka duka
Tak pernahku sangka semuanya akan berubah
Dikau bagaikan cahaya, bagi jiwa ku ini
Tak mungkinku lupa katamu kan sentiasa di sisi
Bagaikan satu kisah cinta kita berdua ke mana
Asyik berpegangan tangan orang lain dilupakan
Apa terjadi, diriku ni masih tertekan
Hati dilukai setelah janji ditunaikan
Tiap kali ku fikir, tiada guna bersedih
Rakan-rakan katakan buang masa ku cintai
Dikau punca pedihku, tiada baik darimu
Tiada langsung yang benar dalam ungkapan bibirmu
Kenapa harus ku bercinta
Kenapa ku begini
Kenapa harus ku tanggung semua
Kenapa harus ku bercinta
Kenapa ku percaya
Kenapa aku diperbodoh kasih
Tak mungkin ku lupa kali pertama bersua
Tak sangka, dikau kan menjadi pedih yang kan dalami jiwa
Siang malam termenung, sedih memakan hati
Tak pernah ku ingat ku boleh diluka begini
Namun ku cekal hatiku, tuk melupakanmu
Ku tahu kau begitu
Malas ku nak rayu, buang tenagaku
Kau takkan mendengarku
Selamat tinggal oh kasih
Janganlah iri hati
Hidup baru kan mula bila terbitnya mentari
Kenapa harus ku bercinta
Kenapa ku percaya
Kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
Kenapa harus ku merayu
Kenapa ku percaya
Kenapa harus ku dikecewakan kasih
Kenapa harus ku bercinta
Kenapa ku percaya
Kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
Kenapa harus ku merayu
Kenapa ku bercinta
Kenapa harus ku pegang janjimu
Kenapa harus ku merayu
Kenapa ku bercinta
Kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
Kenapa harus ku percaya
Kenapa ku bercinta
Kenapa harus ku pegang janjimu kasih
Sekian lama telah ku simpan rasa ini di hati
Baru kini ku berani tuk mengatakan oh gadis
Dikau punca segala, kepedihan di hatiku
Tak ingin lagi ku lihat wajahmu di hadapanku
Just thot I'd share something I came across..
Kenangan itu kadangkala teramat pahit untuk diredah, tetapi ia terlalu
manis untuk dikenang. Hidup tak selalunya indah tapi yang indah itu tetap
hidup dalam kenangan. Andainya, hadirnya cinta sekadar untuk mengecewakan,
lebih baik cinta itu tak pernah hadir. Kecewa bercinta bukan bermakna dunia
sudah berakhir. Masa depan yang cerah berdasarkan pada masa lalu yang telah
dilupakan. Hidup ini indah jika kita tahu menghargainya..
Tapi ia amat menyakitkan andai kita melaluinya sambil lewa..
Pelik tapi benar eghk?..
Wat say you?..
Hmmm.....
FemmeFatale @ 7:49 AM |
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Ma ferst outing wif Shahril Giler!~ KwAnG KwanG kWaNgGg... ;p
I reached CT Hall abit earlier so as to get something for his belated bday @ Rafflez Ct...i can't tell him & neither can i lie to him since im fasting...so u can imagine how tough it actuali is ;p
First, went to Precious Thotz & got him a small 'Forever Frenz' bear wif da wordz - 'Be Happy'...dah wrap, hurriedly went down to da basement to Mrs Fieldz & got a small brownie cake...had it customized by including da wordz 'Happy Belated Bday, Shahril'...something ma ex ever did before on ma 20th bday, last year..of coz dat was bigger & more special sumhow..lovely bday surprise i muz say..too bad i couldn't give da same..ma regretz..but hey,..past is past..hanya tinggal kenangan..*tErK TeRk teRk* :'{
Well.....byk betol dugaan biler dudok pat situ while waiting for it to be done...bau cookiez & browniez laen...air oren dia yg sejok tu laen...fuyooooo.....cobaan...sesungguhnye daku berpuase ye dong..... ;p den, yg buat panic plak, si giler tu dah sampai...juz told him ade something crop up jeklah kan...dah tu takpe, he had to show me da sulky face for waiting about 15minitz gituk..kental betol!~ *gRrrr* tampar kang!~ bisu nanti! ;p
Niwayz, decided to break our fast @ 2Hot Halal Café pat Esplanade...da place where Mimi & Che'mong ever mentioned before...jorangz ingat nak try...akhirnye, me yg try dulu *pEaCe²* Kite arrived at da place & reserved two seatz fer us ferst juz in case...den we walked around, take pix & even went to da library which i missed going to...got a pic of dis quote of da day -
Gosh i miss dancing & performing.. :( skalik got dis abg security who came to us & said dat we're not allowed to take pix..but he said, "since dah amik, takpe lah"...awww...baek lah pulak kan...nasib baek dokkk.....
Niwayz, we finally decided to settle down at da café while waiting for azan...sayang seribu kali sayang, me nak mamz ala-carte tapi takde..cumer buffet jek..but itz ok lah kan.....dah dudok pongz.....nak uat per kan.....
More & more guests came...we saw some familiar faces too...artistes from Suria pongz ade noh...they were having some function there as well...i tink some album launching or juz a majlis iftar to announce something gituk...siap ngan host - Abishek...da food i muz say, was not bad at all...alot of varieties, changing after abt an hour or so gituk...ur reali spoilt wif choicez ar...& being an indecisive person like moi, velly da hard lah kan...smua nak rase...camne tak 'kuros' ;p
Oh well...Shahril was surprised dat i ate more than he did...muahahahaaa!~ peduli hape gue...buffet mah...i dun reali favour buffetz tapi biler dah terpaksa tu, wasted united noh kalo nak malu² cat...kite bayar per, bukan tak bayar ;p so anyway, after dat, almost met up ngan Kak Ef...gatal tol...skejap kate nak meet pat Geylang, skejap kate nak pi nenok wayang.....ya ampunnn...last², tak jumpa.....me ngan Shahril took da train to Geylang anywayz...sane, mama suroh belik putu piring...nak belik pat pawagam nye...yg da velly perst tym akim tolong orderkan...she lovez it alot...beh si giler ni mati² suroh belik pat Haig Road nye...da so-called 'fofular' one...tampar kang!~ bisu nanti ;p
Dah jalanz², Shahril ajak lepakz ngan Nizam lah pe lah..tapi me fenatz, nak alek..summore i wasn't feeling well..kena hujan..got cold..haiyakkk.. :( beh si giler ni insisted dat he sendz me home but nid to go back to get his van so pastu dia bleh pi melencong ke mana entah.....kite tunggu lah taxi wich took sooo bloody long, turon pat blk Shahril & met adek nye Nizam - Faizal...i tink...oso finali got to see Shahrilz family nye gerai...sorry geng!~ maseh tak dapat pi...no tym lah kan..... ;p den both of them drove me home afterwich they went lepakking...ishk ishk ishkkk...tak fenatz² kah??? ;p
I reached CT Hall abit earlier so as to get something for his belated bday @ Rafflez Ct...i can't tell him & neither can i lie to him since im fasting...so u can imagine how tough it actuali is ;p
First, went to Precious Thotz & got him a small 'Forever Frenz' bear wif da wordz - 'Be Happy'...dah wrap, hurriedly went down to da basement to Mrs Fieldz & got a small brownie cake...had it customized by including da wordz 'Happy Belated Bday, Shahril'...something ma ex ever did before on ma 20th bday, last year..of coz dat was bigger & more special sumhow..lovely bday surprise i muz say..too bad i couldn't give da same..ma regretz..but hey,..past is past..hanya tinggal kenangan..*tErK TeRk teRk* :'{
Well.....byk betol dugaan biler dudok pat situ while waiting for it to be done...bau cookiez & browniez laen...air oren dia yg sejok tu laen...fuyooooo.....cobaan...sesungguhnye daku berpuase ye dong..... ;p den, yg buat panic plak, si giler tu dah sampai...juz told him ade something crop up jeklah kan...dah tu takpe, he had to show me da sulky face for waiting about 15minitz gituk..kental betol!~ *gRrrr* tampar kang!~ bisu nanti! ;p
Niwayz, decided to break our fast @ 2Hot Halal Café pat Esplanade...da place where Mimi & Che'mong ever mentioned before...jorangz ingat nak try...akhirnye, me yg try dulu *pEaCe²* Kite arrived at da place & reserved two seatz fer us ferst juz in case...den we walked around, take pix & even went to da library which i missed going to...got a pic of dis quote of da day -
"The dancer believes that his art has something to say which cannot be expressed in words or in any other way than by dancing."
~ Doris Humphreys~
Gosh i miss dancing & performing.. :( skalik got dis abg security who came to us & said dat we're not allowed to take pix..but he said, "since dah amik, takpe lah"...awww...baek lah pulak kan...nasib baek dokkk.....
Niwayz, we finally decided to settle down at da café while waiting for azan...sayang seribu kali sayang, me nak mamz ala-carte tapi takde..cumer buffet jek..but itz ok lah kan.....dah dudok pongz.....nak uat per kan.....
More & more guests came...we saw some familiar faces too...artistes from Suria pongz ade noh...they were having some function there as well...i tink some album launching or juz a majlis iftar to announce something gituk...siap ngan host - Abishek...da food i muz say, was not bad at all...alot of varieties, changing after abt an hour or so gituk...ur reali spoilt wif choicez ar...& being an indecisive person like moi, velly da hard lah kan...smua nak rase...camne tak 'kuros' ;p
Oh well...Shahril was surprised dat i ate more than he did...muahahahaaa!~ peduli hape gue...buffet mah...i dun reali favour buffetz tapi biler dah terpaksa tu, wasted united noh kalo nak malu² cat...kite bayar per, bukan tak bayar ;p so anyway, after dat, almost met up ngan Kak Ef...gatal tol...skejap kate nak meet pat Geylang, skejap kate nak pi nenok wayang.....ya ampunnn...last², tak jumpa.....me ngan Shahril took da train to Geylang anywayz...sane, mama suroh belik putu piring...nak belik pat pawagam nye...yg da velly perst tym akim tolong orderkan...she lovez it alot...beh si giler ni mati² suroh belik pat Haig Road nye...da so-called 'fofular' one...tampar kang!~ bisu nanti ;p
Dah jalanz², Shahril ajak lepakz ngan Nizam lah pe lah..tapi me fenatz, nak alek..summore i wasn't feeling well..kena hujan..got cold..haiyakkk.. :( beh si giler ni insisted dat he sendz me home but nid to go back to get his van so pastu dia bleh pi melencong ke mana entah.....kite tunggu lah taxi wich took sooo bloody long, turon pat blk Shahril & met adek nye Nizam - Faizal...i tink...oso finali got to see Shahrilz family nye gerai...sorry geng!~ maseh tak dapat pi...no tym lah kan..... ;p den both of them drove me home afterwich they went lepakking...ishk ishk ishkkk...tak fenatz² kah??? ;p
FemmeFatale @ 5:06 AM |
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Me & mama met Nenek, Ibu & Cik Ijah @ Geylang smalam petang...Adi pongz ikot same...kite pi belik baju...i bought two more suitz pat Melati - Black & Pink...da black one, sepasang ngan ma auntz noh... *WiNkZ* one of da suitz was a treat from my ever-so-pemurah uncle, Cik Man...one mama paid fer me perst...maklom, dah kering.....haiyakkk..malu malu!~
Fyi, the onez i buat kat Larkin turned to be a MAJOR upset okayyy..... *UwEkZzZ* :'{
Got two which turned out okay lah kan..not bad..light blue & oren² kuning lyke dat...
But den got one - da pink one im supposed to be wearing on ma perst day,..ya ampunnn.....mcm org giler seh biler i perst tym try..nak nangis ade,..nak ketawa ade,..sesungguhnye saye berpuase waktu itu egh tuan² dan puan².....
Nak tahu ape?..dahlah tangan dia terpendek,..nyonya buat kedot² pat bahu dia plak tu,..&, da tangan part are so stiff!!!~ dah cam 'incredible hulk' sakkk.....sempat i posing² cam 'wrestler-bantot-tak-jadi' kejap depan mama ngan abg seh..& den, da punggung part, cam ter-extra kembang u.....cam victorian style lah pulak..u noe, citer om puteh dulu², ngan rambot wigz jorangz yg cam tuan hakim tu.....kembang kiambang betol! ya ampunnn.....tobat².....cedih nah lah.....spoil segala-gala impianz..haiyakkk..
Belom abis u.....
I oso got do dis evening dress kat dlm & sumthing like an organza coat pat luar...black colour - satu panjang, satu pendek...da dress yg dlm, cun² seh cutting.....bleh tahan ar.....flauntz ma body yg terlebih 'baby fatz' ni, reali well... *gRiNz* tapi, for da perst tym in ma life, i felt bingit for being 'tall'..u noe wat dat meanz???.....dress ter-pendekkkkkkkkkk.....!!!~ :'{ kalau panjang takpe lah kan..ni,..SINGKAT!..nak bukak jahitan pongz tak cukop..mak aiz..nak mengamok pun sampai tak terkata hamba..dah tu takpe, da shorted 'coat' plak, hilang entah ke mane..nyonya tak dpt carik..eh best lah gini..besttt..suker skalik u..... *gRrrrrr*
Ya ampunnn.....cobaan.....
Pas Geylang, met up wif Fez & Din pat airport...supposedly nak meet pat Bugis...change of planz bab Din nak meet mambangz dia... *WiNkZ*
Broke our fast at da canteen...i ordered da laksa, suppo-sedly 'power'.....power betolll.....tawar adelah..oh well..takpe lah kan..dah belik pongz..den after dinner, Dinz nye mambangz had to go back to werk...so da three of us went to Tamp & met up wif da rest pat CB...lepakz japz & watched movie afterwardz - Deuce Bigalow: European Gigolo..Fez had told me beforehand, dat da the story wouldn't be dat funny..i'd have to agree..still prefer da ferst one..
Pas movie, we went to dis kedai kopi near Naimz blk, i tink...some of da guyz ordered thingz to eat & drink...maciamz²...most fofular order was da air tebu...den, soon after, Che'mong & Kak Ef joined us as i was gonna go to Ibu's place anywayz @ Chai Chee...so biler balek tu, kite amik lah taxi sesama kan...split da charge...
K lah...dah tu jek...fenatzzz noh.....
ZzzzZzzzZzzz (-_-)
Fyi, the onez i buat kat Larkin turned to be a MAJOR upset okayyy..... *UwEkZzZ* :'{
Got two which turned out okay lah kan..not bad..light blue & oren² kuning lyke dat...
But den got one - da pink one im supposed to be wearing on ma perst day,..ya ampunnn.....mcm org giler seh biler i perst tym try..nak nangis ade,..nak ketawa ade,..sesungguhnye saye berpuase waktu itu egh tuan² dan puan².....
Nak tahu ape?..dahlah tangan dia terpendek,..nyonya buat kedot² pat bahu dia plak tu,..&, da tangan part are so stiff!!!~ dah cam 'incredible hulk' sakkk.....sempat i posing² cam 'wrestler-bantot-tak-jadi' kejap depan mama ngan abg seh..& den, da punggung part, cam ter-extra kembang u.....cam victorian style lah pulak..u noe, citer om puteh dulu², ngan rambot wigz jorangz yg cam tuan hakim tu.....kembang kiambang betol! ya ampunnn.....tobat².....cedih nah lah.....spoil segala-gala impianz..haiyakkk..
Belom abis u.....
I oso got do dis evening dress kat dlm & sumthing like an organza coat pat luar...black colour - satu panjang, satu pendek...da dress yg dlm, cun² seh cutting.....bleh tahan ar.....flauntz ma body yg terlebih 'baby fatz' ni, reali well... *gRiNz* tapi, for da perst tym in ma life, i felt bingit for being 'tall'..u noe wat dat meanz???.....dress ter-pendekkkkkkkkkk.....!!!~ :'{ kalau panjang takpe lah kan..ni,..SINGKAT!..nak bukak jahitan pongz tak cukop..mak aiz..nak mengamok pun sampai tak terkata hamba..dah tu takpe, da shorted 'coat' plak, hilang entah ke mane..nyonya tak dpt carik..eh best lah gini..besttt..suker skalik u..... *gRrrrrr*
Ya ampunnn.....cobaan.....
Pas Geylang, met up wif Fez & Din pat airport...supposedly nak meet pat Bugis...change of planz bab Din nak meet mambangz dia... *WiNkZ*
Broke our fast at da canteen...i ordered da laksa, suppo-sedly 'power'.....power betolll.....tawar adelah..oh well..takpe lah kan..dah belik pongz..den after dinner, Dinz nye mambangz had to go back to werk...so da three of us went to Tamp & met up wif da rest pat CB...lepakz japz & watched movie afterwardz - Deuce Bigalow: European Gigolo..Fez had told me beforehand, dat da the story wouldn't be dat funny..i'd have to agree..still prefer da ferst one..
Pas movie, we went to dis kedai kopi near Naimz blk, i tink...some of da guyz ordered thingz to eat & drink...maciamz²...most fofular order was da air tebu...den, soon after, Che'mong & Kak Ef joined us as i was gonna go to Ibu's place anywayz @ Chai Chee...so biler balek tu, kite amik lah taxi sesama kan...split da charge...
K lah...dah tu jek...fenatzzz noh.....
ZzzzZzzzZzzz (-_-)
FemmeFatale @ 3:16 AM |
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Went to Arab Street to break ma fast wif Fahmei juz now...
Was enjoyable...wanted to bring him to Samar but they onli had buffet & im juz not dat hungry for a buffet dat day..wasted nanti kang.....
Still remembered da first tym i went Samar...it was during da fasting month as well, last year...me, Zana Baybeh & Amin Larling...si Amin confident jek ckp nak mamamz pat bazaar situ, den dgr² takde tempat dudok...haiyakkk...change of planz, went ard to see if there was any other optionz for a comfortable dinner instead...ingat nak mamamz pat Tepak Sireh...den pikir², tak jadi bab akot mahal plak...so we came upon Samar...da setting was what attracted us...had a great & lovely ambience...being d 'adventurous' bunch we were, kite masok jek ar...perst tymerz...lagipun, dah nak dekat buka, so ok go jek lah kan...fenatz nak walk ard summore...back den was a Ramadhan promotion & they had buffet...hah ko~ all sorta food, all sorta taste...some were weirdly delicious & some were juz..weird ;p but we were pretty hooked to dat place eversince...was a great experience whereby we ended up paying more or abt da same if we were to eat at TS dat day...hah! padan mukerkkk...niat dihati nak budget...comez to da same in d end...but no regretz lah kan...had a whale of a tym together...gosh, i miss those tymz :'(
Anywayz, me & Fahmei juz opted for a malay kedai kopi there instead...dunch remember da name of da place...it was his treat!~ so sweetz...da food was okay...talked & joked about stuff...shared our experiencez & daily lifez...he showed me his 'kidz' - not literali of coz...hez a chicher mah...had alot to tell abt skool life, & life being a teacher...stressful jugak seh...stressful gilerrrrrnye.....
Well...
All in all, had a pleasurable tym wif ma dear fwen satu nik...kiter dah lama kenal, tapi dat was our perst outing together...a guy wif alot of heart, sincerity, creativity &...very poetic i muz say... *SmiLeZ*
Friendship
A friend is someone special,
For you to always hold dear,
A friend is always there,
To share a laugh or a tear.
If ever you are in trouble,
And don't know where to turn,
A friend is always there,
With advice for you to learn.
Whenever you feel that you just cannot bear,
You know you can count on your friend to be there.
If you were to ever to have a fight with your friend,
There should never be a problem that you both cannot mend.
So always remember,
No matter what year,
A friend is someone special,
You should always have near...
And if you ever feel lonely,
Or times when you are blue,
You know that you have a friend in me,
And remember that i'll be there for you...Fahmei
So sweet.....
Ciao!~
Was enjoyable...wanted to bring him to Samar but they onli had buffet & im juz not dat hungry for a buffet dat day..wasted nanti kang.....
Still remembered da first tym i went Samar...it was during da fasting month as well, last year...me, Zana Baybeh & Amin Larling...si Amin confident jek ckp nak mamamz pat bazaar situ, den dgr² takde tempat dudok...haiyakkk...change of planz, went ard to see if there was any other optionz for a comfortable dinner instead...ingat nak mamamz pat Tepak Sireh...den pikir², tak jadi bab akot mahal plak...so we came upon Samar...da setting was what attracted us...had a great & lovely ambience...being d 'adventurous' bunch we were, kite masok jek ar...perst tymerz...lagipun, dah nak dekat buka, so ok go jek lah kan...fenatz nak walk ard summore...back den was a Ramadhan promotion & they had buffet...hah ko~ all sorta food, all sorta taste...some were weirdly delicious & some were juz..weird ;p but we were pretty hooked to dat place eversince...was a great experience whereby we ended up paying more or abt da same if we were to eat at TS dat day...hah! padan mukerkkk...niat dihati nak budget...comez to da same in d end...but no regretz lah kan...had a whale of a tym together...gosh, i miss those tymz :'(
Anywayz, me & Fahmei juz opted for a malay kedai kopi there instead...dunch remember da name of da place...it was his treat!~ so sweetz...da food was okay...talked & joked about stuff...shared our experiencez & daily lifez...he showed me his 'kidz' - not literali of coz...hez a chicher mah...had alot to tell abt skool life, & life being a teacher...stressful jugak seh...stressful gilerrrrrnye.....
Well...
All in all, had a pleasurable tym wif ma dear fwen satu nik...kiter dah lama kenal, tapi dat was our perst outing together...a guy wif alot of heart, sincerity, creativity &...very poetic i muz say... *SmiLeZ*
Friendship
A friend is someone special,
For you to always hold dear,
A friend is always there,
To share a laugh or a tear.
If ever you are in trouble,
And don't know where to turn,
A friend is always there,
With advice for you to learn.
Whenever you feel that you just cannot bear,
You know you can count on your friend to be there.
If you were to ever to have a fight with your friend,
There should never be a problem that you both cannot mend.
So always remember,
No matter what year,
A friend is someone special,
You should always have near...
And if you ever feel lonely,
Or times when you are blue,
You know that you have a friend in me,
And remember that i'll be there for you...Fahmei
So sweet.....
Ciao!~
FemmeFatale @ 11:34 AM |
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Is it wrong to cry kalau puase?..batal tak?..
Herez a reply to dat, by one of ma beloved fwen:-
Depends... Kalau u fikirkan kenangan yg menyedihkan or smtg like dat, makruh. Kalau menahan sakit or baru mendapat brita yg kurang baik, tak ape2. Tapi tak tahu nangis leh batal ke tak!
Bagossssssss.....
Y dis question?..
Well,..went to Si Dia's house after sooo long..
Took bus no.8..many thingz went thru' ma mind..nervous..pikiran tak tentu arah..gerun, takot pun ade..
Byk plak cobaan yg melanda..
Not onli was i still sick, alighted at a bustop too late from where i was supposed to alight..got carried away wif ma troubled mind i guess..so had to walk back lah kan..dah tu takpe, naek salah block plak..as i came from da back, i guess i didn't recognise his block..so i took lah da stairz..mane pey confident jek..i soon realised dat da whole setting was wrong..corridor cam tak samer as wat i can remember..yg penting, dah sampai tingkatnye, ade tempat cina sembahyang plak..nampak sgt lah salah block..dah cam panic but i juz had to refrain maself from calling him..buat pe kan?..i was there not coz of him anywayz..called his house but engaged..panic skejap but at least it gave me some sorta assurance dat someone was at home..i doubt itz him coz im pretty sure hez @ werk..
Stress attack..
Decided to go through da front & track back which block was it supposed to be..
Finali got da right one..further confirmed when i saw their unique door..checked colorz of blue & yellow..ketok², tak bukak..understand understood, org tua kan..not advisable to juz anyhow open doorz anywayz..so i kol'd again..a soft-spoken lady answered..terkejot skejap..rupenye itz his mum..baru maknye bukakkan pintu..ma heart was beating fast..tak tahu knape..
Da moment i saw her face, i was almost breathless..could actuali hear ma heart breaking..wanted to give her a cheek-to-cheek kiss..even had da strong urge to hug her..dun ask me y..she invited me in but i juz couldn't bring maself to..i had this strong feeling dat i'd break down if i do so, or if i stood there any longer..juz gave her da dates me & mama had bought for them & told her someone was waiting fer me pat central to buka together..sadly tho', i didn't get to see his dad.. :'(
As soon as i walked away, felt ma heart weighing heavier..sebak gituk..ma eyes became teary..tried to be strong but didn't werk for long..tearz started streaming down ma cheekz as i boarded da bus..juz couldn't help it..sayu gitu.. :'(
Composed maself & met up wif Mimi at TM..treated him to Pastamania, checked out Levi's store & den went straight to werk together after dat..
Haiz..I miss them..
Once we were..
..Past is past..
Herez a reply to dat, by one of ma beloved fwen:-
Depends... Kalau u fikirkan kenangan yg menyedihkan or smtg like dat, makruh. Kalau menahan sakit or baru mendapat brita yg kurang baik, tak ape2. Tapi tak tahu nangis leh batal ke tak!
Bagossssssss.....
Y dis question?..
Well,..went to Si Dia's house after sooo long..
Took bus no.8..many thingz went thru' ma mind..nervous..pikiran tak tentu arah..gerun, takot pun ade..
Byk plak cobaan yg melanda..
Not onli was i still sick, alighted at a bustop too late from where i was supposed to alight..got carried away wif ma troubled mind i guess..so had to walk back lah kan..dah tu takpe, naek salah block plak..as i came from da back, i guess i didn't recognise his block..so i took lah da stairz..mane pey confident jek..i soon realised dat da whole setting was wrong..corridor cam tak samer as wat i can remember..yg penting, dah sampai tingkatnye, ade tempat cina sembahyang plak..nampak sgt lah salah block..dah cam panic but i juz had to refrain maself from calling him..buat pe kan?..i was there not coz of him anywayz..called his house but engaged..panic skejap but at least it gave me some sorta assurance dat someone was at home..i doubt itz him coz im pretty sure hez @ werk..
Stress attack..
Decided to go through da front & track back which block was it supposed to be..
Finali got da right one..further confirmed when i saw their unique door..checked colorz of blue & yellow..ketok², tak bukak..understand understood, org tua kan..not advisable to juz anyhow open doorz anywayz..so i kol'd again..a soft-spoken lady answered..terkejot skejap..rupenye itz his mum..baru maknye bukakkan pintu..ma heart was beating fast..tak tahu knape..
Da moment i saw her face, i was almost breathless..could actuali hear ma heart breaking..wanted to give her a cheek-to-cheek kiss..even had da strong urge to hug her..dun ask me y..she invited me in but i juz couldn't bring maself to..i had this strong feeling dat i'd break down if i do so, or if i stood there any longer..juz gave her da dates me & mama had bought for them & told her someone was waiting fer me pat central to buka together..sadly tho', i didn't get to see his dad.. :'(
As soon as i walked away, felt ma heart weighing heavier..sebak gituk..ma eyes became teary..tried to be strong but didn't werk for long..tearz started streaming down ma cheekz as i boarded da bus..juz couldn't help it..sayu gitu.. :'(
Composed maself & met up wif Mimi at TM..treated him to Pastamania, checked out Levi's store & den went straight to werk together after dat..
Haiz..I miss them..
Once we were..
..Past is past..
FemmeFatale @ 1:15 AM |
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Weekendz!!!~ Saturday!!!~
Went shopping wif Lynn...have not met her since ma bday party..well, shez not d onli one..
We're pretty much bz wif our own life i guess.. *siGh*
Anyway, niat dihati nak jumpa siang² lah...konon nak spend ma Saturday covering da whole island of ourz, scavenging for new stuff...in d end, being da 'Miss Lembabness' as im forfularly known, we onli covered Bugis...chuber egh!~ naek bingit member...muahahahaaa ;p *pEaCe²*
Well, spent hourz just lookin' ard coz there was basicali too much to see...600 over shopz!~ naek fenatz mata gue..tengkok pun cakit seh..was like watching a tennis match..kiri kanan, kiri kanan.....hah ko!~ akcherly, i oso dunoe y i felt like pampering maself tetiba gituk...like, juz wanna grab & go...but den again,..haiz..takleh takleh..had to control maself to juz get wat i needed..maklom, kena budget..nak raya..den ade sesuatu yg harus dilangsaikan secepat mungkin lagik..otherwise i'll forever feel da guilt..sorry shemz for taking too long.. :( ma main priorities were to get some new topz & shoez...in d end,...haiyahhh...tanak ckp ar kan...ended buying other stuff & not one, but TWO bagz adelah...ya ampunnn..... *smack on ma forehead* summore being da indecisive person as i am, choosing ma final bag was such a dread for Lynn...muahahahaaa *pEaCe²* ape tidaknye, survey² shopz den cum back to dis particular shop, den try² lagi...not one, not two, not three...entah brape byk entah bag yg i try seh...sampaikan da salezgerl jadik ma model carrying da bagz fer me...khekhekheee ;p entah², dlm hati dia, consperm dah maki hamun gaknye eghk!~ pey bebanz ni minah..... *pEaCe²*
We den met Sazly @ Cineleisure to break our fast together-gether...was almost knocked down by a car..it juz got ma sandalz but imagine if i hadn't even lifted up ma foot yet??? *stooopid like hell!~* so traumatising seh..aiyoiii.....told sumone abt it & luckily got dat sumone to comfort me..felt a lil' bit better ah..pakkal jek lagi brape jam nak buka..kalo tak, rase cam nak maki² jek tao!~ brutal jugak mulot gue.....dun play² arrr..... ;p i was so rimas i had to change..brought ma Esplanade t-shirt as a spare u see, so dat i won't end up buying one on impulse juz coz i felt uncomfortable wif da top im wearing...a habit wich muz be scrapped!~ ;p Nak tahu ape??..ade ke si mat ni ckp i dah makin tembam/berisi???.....nak ckp GEMOK, ckp jek lah kan.....nak step beralas plak.....sorrylah tak tembam.....chetz!~ kecik ati hamba *UwEkKkZ*
Niwayz, treated them for dinner at dis indonesian-themed restaurant kat basement...maklom, skali-skala jumpa kengkawan dari primary skool lagik u.....takkan nak lokek lah kan...food was okay...not bad...pastu, kiter pi jejalan pat town lor...Lynn blanja us bubble tea...Wee!~ kempunan seh...
After da bubble tea treat, i had to go off aldy...ma whole family was waiting fer me @ Geylang noh...Saz wanted to send me there on his bike, tapi takpelah kan..lupekan saje niat sucimu itu, Saz.....ma rule - i'd onli ride ma own bike (biler nak pass?..yg penting, biler nak enrol?? so kiter chuber eghhh!),...or ma broz bike,...or ma hunny bunnyz bike (dependz lah kalo dpt greenlight dari mama kan.....*gRiNz*)...lagipun, akak takot pancit nanti hahhh...kwang kwang kwanggg... ;p
Sbelom kite depart, memang tak sah lah kalau tak amik pix...maciamz² posing u...kite amik pat luar Orchard mrt...ramai peepz...tapi.....pedulik hape gue!~ *WiNkZ*
Took twain ngan bag yg berat giler to Paya Lebar...da rest were waiting fer me @ Joo Chiat...fuyooo...nak patah tulang gue angkat bag seberat tu seh..haiyakkk..
Was a reali tiring but fun day...juz wished i had more tym..& more money..& not as sickly..
Haiyakkk..
Smalam malam pi Geylang lagik...dis tym ard ngan Che'mong, den met up wif Akim, Fez & Mimi...da rest den joined in after...met Kak Sue!~ mished her seh..haiyakkk..
Lepakz @ da blokz there den caught da last train wif Akim, Baby & Fez...had a hearty talk wif Kim & he oso told me some planz dat may be on da way for both our grpz...so exciting seh...can't wait for it to reali happen...haizzz.....
Insya'Allah
Went shopping wif Lynn...have not met her since ma bday party..well, shez not d onli one..
We're pretty much bz wif our own life i guess.. *siGh*
Anyway, niat dihati nak jumpa siang² lah...konon nak spend ma Saturday covering da whole island of ourz, scavenging for new stuff...in d end, being da 'Miss Lembabness' as im forfularly known, we onli covered Bugis...chuber egh!~ naek bingit member...muahahahaaa ;p *pEaCe²*
Well, spent hourz just lookin' ard coz there was basicali too much to see...600 over shopz!~ naek fenatz mata gue..tengkok pun cakit seh..was like watching a tennis match..kiri kanan, kiri kanan.....hah ko!~ akcherly, i oso dunoe y i felt like pampering maself tetiba gituk...like, juz wanna grab & go...but den again,..haiz..takleh takleh..had to control maself to juz get wat i needed..maklom, kena budget..nak raya..den ade sesuatu yg harus dilangsaikan secepat mungkin lagik..otherwise i'll forever feel da guilt..sorry shemz for taking too long.. :( ma main priorities were to get some new topz & shoez...in d end,...haiyahhh...tanak ckp ar kan...ended buying other stuff & not one, but TWO bagz adelah...ya ampunnn..... *smack on ma forehead* summore being da indecisive person as i am, choosing ma final bag was such a dread for Lynn...muahahahaaa *pEaCe²* ape tidaknye, survey² shopz den cum back to dis particular shop, den try² lagi...not one, not two, not three...entah brape byk entah bag yg i try seh...sampaikan da salezgerl jadik ma model carrying da bagz fer me...khekhekheee ;p entah², dlm hati dia, consperm dah maki hamun gaknye eghk!~ pey bebanz ni minah..... *pEaCe²*
We den met Sazly @ Cineleisure to break our fast together-gether...was almost knocked down by a car..it juz got ma sandalz but imagine if i hadn't even lifted up ma foot yet??? *stooopid like hell!~* so traumatising seh..aiyoiii.....told sumone abt it & luckily got dat sumone to comfort me..felt a lil' bit better ah..pakkal jek lagi brape jam nak buka..kalo tak, rase cam nak maki² jek tao!~ brutal jugak mulot gue.....dun play² arrr..... ;p i was so rimas i had to change..brought ma Esplanade t-shirt as a spare u see, so dat i won't end up buying one on impulse juz coz i felt uncomfortable wif da top im wearing...a habit wich muz be scrapped!~ ;p Nak tahu ape??..ade ke si mat ni ckp i dah makin tembam/berisi???.....nak ckp GEMOK, ckp jek lah kan.....nak step beralas plak.....sorrylah tak tembam.....chetz!~ kecik ati hamba *UwEkKkZ*
Niwayz, treated them for dinner at dis indonesian-themed restaurant kat basement...maklom, skali-skala jumpa kengkawan dari primary skool lagik u.....takkan nak lokek lah kan...food was okay...not bad...pastu, kiter pi jejalan pat town lor...Lynn blanja us bubble tea...Wee!~ kempunan seh...
After da bubble tea treat, i had to go off aldy...ma whole family was waiting fer me @ Geylang noh...Saz wanted to send me there on his bike, tapi takpelah kan..lupekan saje niat sucimu itu, Saz.....ma rule - i'd onli ride ma own bike (biler nak pass?..yg penting, biler nak enrol?? so kiter chuber eghhh!),...or ma broz bike,...or ma hunny bunnyz bike (dependz lah kalo dpt greenlight dari mama kan.....*gRiNz*)...lagipun, akak takot pancit nanti hahhh...kwang kwang kwanggg... ;p
Sbelom kite depart, memang tak sah lah kalau tak amik pix...maciamz² posing u...kite amik pat luar Orchard mrt...ramai peepz...tapi.....pedulik hape gue!~ *WiNkZ*
Took twain ngan bag yg berat giler to Paya Lebar...da rest were waiting fer me @ Joo Chiat...fuyooo...nak patah tulang gue angkat bag seberat tu seh..haiyakkk..
Was a reali tiring but fun day...juz wished i had more tym..& more money..& not as sickly..
Haiyakkk..
Smalam malam pi Geylang lagik...dis tym ard ngan Che'mong, den met up wif Akim, Fez & Mimi...da rest den joined in after...met Kak Sue!~ mished her seh..haiyakkk..
Lepakz @ da blokz there den caught da last train wif Akim, Baby & Fez...had a hearty talk wif Kim & he oso told me some planz dat may be on da way for both our grpz...so exciting seh...can't wait for it to reali happen...haizzz.....
Insya'Allah
FemmeFatale @ 2:36 AM |
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Last Thursday...
Was on mc..sick sick :( stayed home wif mama & watched Anugerah finalz..no no nooo..wasn't on purpose okayyy.....kebetolan jek *bLuEkHz*
Then the Friday, got Jentz nye urgent meeting..
Haiyahhh..stress²..aldy felt like vomitting..sick mah..tried to force it out but to no avail..decided to gorge down on various food instead..basicali anything i can stuff maself wif, juz to kip IT down..haiyakkk.. *pUkEz*
Not a good day i muz say..
Outcome of meeting, as per normal,..alwayz encouraging..everyone wif renewed spiritz & all..but hey hey heyyy.....we'll see how it goez aight..ain't havin' high hopez yet..bukan tak 'confidential'..cume, tanak kecewa lagi lah kan.....
Went to werk wif Kak Ef larling after dat..had quite a hard tym getting a cab but managed to anywayz & reached werk ard 10minz late..only.. *phew* ;p
Saturday mornin'..
Reached home from werk & i finally puked!~ Never have i felt so happy of vomitting seh..giler pey minah..relieved of ma misery at last!~.....or so i thot..had sore throat fer dayz after dat..haiyakkk.....so awful okayyy..... :'{
Slept fer a few hourz, den met up wif ma 'bi-sexual' partnerz - Amin Larling & Zana Baybeh...kHeKhEkhEeE *WiNkZ* cakit² pun jumpe jugak taooo.....semangattt.....windu nye pasal...anything go nye...me treated them to Magic Wok @ Far East...or was it 'Nana' as it is now called??...entahlah packet...after a while, seekor 'lalat' join - Ina Menjeng!...deknilah memberz mentel ku!~ hUaHuahuAaa ;p *pEaCe²* caaayang dia!~
Kite den walk² pastu chill @ Starbux Somerset...sat outside (eventho' it seemed like it was gonna rain anytym soon), & made our orderz kat dlm, 2 by 2...ma sweet laydeez went ferst, den i went wif ma larling...nak tahu?.....kite sempat buat kawan ngan cashier dia noh!~ mula²nye, kite mengumpat pasal dia...wondering kalo si dia tu, "pompuan ke laki"...den i ckplah fomfuan...tapi 'henshem' nye version ;p si amin plak berkate-kate ngan maha selambanye - "kot mcm airport runway?"...osh kosh b'goshhh...leh tahan laser jugak si mat gue satu ni hah!~ den kan, aleh² cashier tu cam nak buat memberz ngan kiter u...agaknye dia kesian tgk kiter ketawa cam dua budak biol depan smua org & not givin' a dime bout da world ard us...muAhAhahaAa ;p peduli hape gue!~ so kiter bobual lah...bbual plak cam dah lama kenal...bagosss.....dah kutuok², buat memberz...berry goodz arh...gHeGheghEeE... ;p well,...juz purely bitching wif each other is wat we normali do...can't help it lah ;p ishk!~ jahat mulot egh!~ pok kang!~
As per normal, we took tonnes of pix...biaserlah kan... ;p posing sakkan dek nonnn.....akak suker skalik!~
Akcherli, dat day i ingat nak do something exciting...sbelom puase kan...so ingat nak checkout a place where derz full of 'unnatural male aktivitiez'...paham² jeklah kannn *WiNkz* ko ni dah kenape, emy.....astaga..... *shake head* itz sumwhere along Tanjong Pagar...maklomlah,...idoppp,...kekadang kena kaypoh jugak...curiosity noh! ;p tapi ma guyfwen plak tanak bawak me bab takot kena 'rogol'...yg penting, bukan me tao yg kena 'rogol'...dia takot DIA yg kena hah...osh kosh b'goshhh...ni lah sukarnye tok kuar ngan lelaki melayu terakhir... *smack on ma forehead*
Oh well, change of planz..ingat nak go home straight jek since im sick anywayz..den Che'mong & Baby kol'd, ajak pi MoMoKz dat nite..not being an avid cubbler, i was rather reluctant to go since i didn't haf ma bodyguard wif me - Mimi ;p i guess itz juz me dat i feel better if there was a male companion wif us..& of coz, wld be much better if it was ma own boyfwen tho'..berangan nye kau, emy..*sOb²* :'{ Kak ef & galfwenz yg laen plak, pi karaoke which i reali had to opt out coz of ma sore throat..well,..pujok pey pujok, psycho pey psycho, went to Che'mongz place to change & get ready..headed off to MoMoKz soon after & as if sumone heard ma calling, we met Zul, Usop, Sarhan & Mac there!~ wah wah wahhh...brape ari jek sbelom puase ye tuan² dan puan²...konon cam last tym tok menyetan ar nikkk...sukerkkk?... *gRiNz* anyhowz, it was great hangin' out wif da guyz all da way thru'out da nite...reali funny buncha peepz i muz say...they're not those typical guyz who goes to these places to prey on ppl - regardless of age, race & gender,..grinding² galz,..carik pasal, create nuisance & wat not..they're juz there purely to enjoy & haf fun!~ good, clean fun...ma kinda crowd...no regretz letting them cut in da queue wif us...memberz mah.....tapi, *sshhhhhhh* jgn bilang org blakang... *cHeEkY WiNkz* gHeGhEghEeE ;p Inside, we met up wif Baby & Siraj...den Baby introduced me to a gal whoz interested to join JS...cool!~
To end da day, we went our separate wayz..Che'mong and i took a cab to Sempang & met up wif Kak Ef & geng back from their karaoke session...
Fenatznyeeeee.....
Sunday...
Me got a date wif mama dearest...pi nenok MegaWarnaRia, together-gether wif Amin & his cute sis, who coincidentali has da same name as mama gue, and oso Zana wif mum...
Was okay...something like last year oso...funny & entertaining...da guest artistez were fabulous...really breath-taking performancez...the comedianz were multi-talented seh...however, something bothered me tho'..one of da dance item was an absolute disaster..some of these dancerz were familiar faces I had known back from bengkel & pre-U..felt like asking them to juz stop & save themselvez from d embarrassment seh..haiyah..sedih nah lah..not their day i guess..
Monday...
Bought mama a new hp - 6230i...suker dia egh.....
Shared wif ma bro though i paid abit more lah kan...khekhekheee ;p
But itz ok...a small token of appreciation for sumone who meanz da world to me *MuAcHkZ*
Lagipun, dah lama mama nak upgrade hp..so itz a long overdue gift i muz say..
Yg sedihnye, her earpc something wrong plak biler dah bawak balek tu..den she findz dat the volume pelan sgt..beh she kept insisting dat the salesguy gave her a used fone..kept sulking & complaining abt it..perangai perangai.....cam budak² betol lah mama gue ni..kiut tu kiut tapi cam nak cekik² pun ade ;p
Tuesday was a helluva day.....
After werk, went breakfast wif Mimi @ Signature...dgr² member di-approach tok jadi model...Naim pun samer...they were walking in town when there was dis lady who asked them if they were interested in being a model...gheghegheee...kiut kannn...meshti kembang sejenak... ;p they're gonna haf an appointment dis Saturday...tgklah camne outcome dia kan...
Fyi, dis kinda thing happened to me before too...dat was back in skool dayz...after watching a movie @ Bishan J8, as per normal, went to da ladyz...den, i noticed dat there was dis lady who kept looking at me...dia perhatikan jek tao...spooky kan...nasib baek 'zaman gemilang' me as an ah-lian dah abis.....kalo tak, "wat stare²?!~ not hapi izzit??"...muahahahaaa...kental sakkk!~ *bLuEkHz* aniwayz, kuar dari toilet jek, she chased & came up to me...anjat gegerl...she den took out a writing board wif some kinda form & asked if i'd like to be a 'newface' for a magazine...kembang ko~!...cita² nak jadi stewardess, dahlah terbantot kan (as in, literally, TERBANTOT), jadi model pun oklah kan...i filled up da form and she gave me the companyz name card wich i still have now...kenangan noh... *gRiNz*
Well, they called & made an appointment wif moi...i went lah kan...tgk nasib jek...waktu tu, sbelom ma hockey practise...it was sumwhere @ Amoy Street...sesat noh biler pi...pusing² sekian lama, aru terjumpa...biler sampai, lawar sungguh interior dia...den i saw da gerlz who i supposed were like me, perst-tymerz...ramai plak bangsa 'cher'...u noe i noe lah kan...niwayz, filled out a form, den da person did some kinda analysis...kuku lah,...rambot lah...den da person explained wat the company does & wat not...i'd need to get a portfolio & what they'll do is to get assignmentz for us, be it localz or overseaz...besh kan...well, da turnoff was dis - to do a portfolio wif da company, i had to come up wif ma own capital..itz like me paying for ma own makeover lah..teroz hope cam dampened seh..mane nak carik duit ye tuan² dan puan²..da person den asked me fer a 2nd appointment & dis tym ard, to bring ma mum..dey'll do da 'psycho-ing' i guess..so i did wif mama..but as expected, harapan tak menjadi..being financiali-unstable, mane nak carik duit geng..oh well..wat to do..
Aniway, carrying on...pas breakfast, me naek cab to Jurong wich costs me 17bux..ya ampunnn..mane tak pokai..met mama & we took a bus to Larkin to get back our bajuz..wanted to experimentasi lah kan naek bus kuning tu..it was a humongous mistake alright..pey jauh!~ da bus actuali stopz at different ptz of Johor to pick up passengerz..ya ampunnn.....dah lah me ngantok..penat..upset..haiyakkk..darah up jek..but i guess i was too tired to make a fuss out of it..i diam jek all da way..it was such a disaster till my head ached okayyy..bumpy ride laen..tak cukop tido laen..haiyakkk..
Niwayz, i've not reali recovered fully..ma throat still hurtz and i can't swallow stuff without having to feel da pain..must've been something wrong when i tried to force vomit few dayz ago..no..not turning anorexic or bulimic or watever..dah tu takpe, bajuz plak belom siap..kate Saturday can take..byk pey Saturday..mencabar kesabaran ku betol..mama larling i pulak, confident sgt ngan nyonya tu..org suroh kol, tak kol..mama mama..
Wednesday...
Perst day start puasaing...Arghhh!~ Kak ef jumpe hp 7610!~ Berkat bulan pose ni kottt...suker egh dia!~ *WiNkZ*
Yesterday..thurz..
Was on ma ride back from Jurong, naek bus express..tetiba da bus got stalled in da middle of expressway..besh kan?.....ape tak besh..surrounded by alot of vehiclez & on da left side, is the hutan..me being very sleepy & exhausted can sumtymz create ma own hallucinationz..& summore, being bored, doesn't help either as i began imagining maself in da jungle..konon dah cam citer 'Lost' ar kan..mamposss..
Got a complimentary tiket & waited for da next bus to come along..there were about 4 of us, excluding da bus driver..one of 'em was a really cute gerl who was too hyperactive as compared to me of coz..mak dia plak bising²..ma kepala plak dah start noneng..pakkal jek puase..kalau tak, rase cam nak campak jek mak dia ke dlm hutan tu tao..cobaan.....
In abt 15-20minz, barulah muncol lagi satu bus tu..reached Toa Payoh tak sampai pun 10minit..darah up jek kan..so near yet so far..haiyakkk..mama was aldy waiting fer me at da bustop..she ckp she tunggu pun cam nak pengsan..like me, she juz came home from werk..sanggup tunggu me bab nak enquire abt her new hp..nak temankan lah kan..well, unfortunately, nothing can be done..da salesperson ckp, anything wrong after sold, must go straight to da Nokia Service Center itself..mama nye face teroz 'black'..mama ni kan, semenjak dua menjak ni kan, suker tao 'perah-perah'..emo laen..ya ampunnn..
K dah tu jek buat ari ni...
Adios pi berambos!~ Khekhekheee ;p
Was on mc..sick sick :( stayed home wif mama & watched Anugerah finalz..no no nooo..wasn't on purpose okayyy.....kebetolan jek *bLuEkHz*
Then the Friday, got Jentz nye urgent meeting..
Haiyahhh..stress²..aldy felt like vomitting..sick mah..tried to force it out but to no avail..decided to gorge down on various food instead..basicali anything i can stuff maself wif, juz to kip IT down..haiyakkk.. *pUkEz*
Not a good day i muz say..
Outcome of meeting, as per normal,..alwayz encouraging..everyone wif renewed spiritz & all..but hey hey heyyy.....we'll see how it goez aight..ain't havin' high hopez yet..bukan tak 'confidential'..cume, tanak kecewa lagi lah kan.....
Went to werk wif Kak Ef larling after dat..had quite a hard tym getting a cab but managed to anywayz & reached werk ard 10minz late..only.. *phew* ;p
Saturday mornin'..
Reached home from werk & i finally puked!~ Never have i felt so happy of vomitting seh..giler pey minah..relieved of ma misery at last!~.....or so i thot..had sore throat fer dayz after dat..haiyakkk.....so awful okayyy..... :'{
Slept fer a few hourz, den met up wif ma 'bi-sexual' partnerz - Amin Larling & Zana Baybeh...kHeKhEkhEeE *WiNkZ* cakit² pun jumpe jugak taooo.....semangattt.....windu nye pasal...anything go nye...me treated them to Magic Wok @ Far East...or was it 'Nana' as it is now called??...entahlah packet...after a while, seekor 'lalat' join - Ina Menjeng!...deknilah memberz mentel ku!~ hUaHuahuAaa ;p *pEaCe²* caaayang dia!~
Kite den walk² pastu chill @ Starbux Somerset...sat outside (eventho' it seemed like it was gonna rain anytym soon), & made our orderz kat dlm, 2 by 2...ma sweet laydeez went ferst, den i went wif ma larling...nak tahu?.....kite sempat buat kawan ngan cashier dia noh!~ mula²nye, kite mengumpat pasal dia...wondering kalo si dia tu, "pompuan ke laki"...den i ckplah fomfuan...tapi 'henshem' nye version ;p si amin plak berkate-kate ngan maha selambanye - "kot mcm airport runway?"...osh kosh b'goshhh...leh tahan laser jugak si mat gue satu ni hah!~ den kan, aleh² cashier tu cam nak buat memberz ngan kiter u...agaknye dia kesian tgk kiter ketawa cam dua budak biol depan smua org & not givin' a dime bout da world ard us...muAhAhahaAa ;p peduli hape gue!~ so kiter bobual lah...bbual plak cam dah lama kenal...bagosss.....dah kutuok², buat memberz...berry goodz arh...gHeGheghEeE... ;p well,...juz purely bitching wif each other is wat we normali do...can't help it lah ;p ishk!~ jahat mulot egh!~ pok kang!~
As per normal, we took tonnes of pix...biaserlah kan... ;p posing sakkan dek nonnn.....akak suker skalik!~
Akcherli, dat day i ingat nak do something exciting...sbelom puase kan...so ingat nak checkout a place where derz full of 'unnatural male aktivitiez'...paham² jeklah kannn *WiNkz* ko ni dah kenape, emy.....astaga..... *shake head* itz sumwhere along Tanjong Pagar...maklomlah,...idoppp,...kekadang kena kaypoh jugak...curiosity noh! ;p tapi ma guyfwen plak tanak bawak me bab takot kena 'rogol'...yg penting, bukan me tao yg kena 'rogol'...dia takot DIA yg kena hah...osh kosh b'goshhh...ni lah sukarnye tok kuar ngan lelaki melayu terakhir... *smack on ma forehead*
Oh well, change of planz..ingat nak go home straight jek since im sick anywayz..den Che'mong & Baby kol'd, ajak pi MoMoKz dat nite..not being an avid cubbler, i was rather reluctant to go since i didn't haf ma bodyguard wif me - Mimi ;p i guess itz juz me dat i feel better if there was a male companion wif us..& of coz, wld be much better if it was ma own boyfwen tho'..berangan nye kau, emy..*sOb²* :'{ Kak ef & galfwenz yg laen plak, pi karaoke which i reali had to opt out coz of ma sore throat..well,..pujok pey pujok, psycho pey psycho, went to Che'mongz place to change & get ready..headed off to MoMoKz soon after & as if sumone heard ma calling, we met Zul, Usop, Sarhan & Mac there!~ wah wah wahhh...brape ari jek sbelom puase ye tuan² dan puan²...konon cam last tym tok menyetan ar nikkk...sukerkkk?... *gRiNz* anyhowz, it was great hangin' out wif da guyz all da way thru'out da nite...reali funny buncha peepz i muz say...they're not those typical guyz who goes to these places to prey on ppl - regardless of age, race & gender,..grinding² galz,..carik pasal, create nuisance & wat not..they're juz there purely to enjoy & haf fun!~ good, clean fun...ma kinda crowd...no regretz letting them cut in da queue wif us...memberz mah.....tapi, *sshhhhhhh* jgn bilang org blakang... *cHeEkY WiNkz* gHeGhEghEeE ;p Inside, we met up wif Baby & Siraj...den Baby introduced me to a gal whoz interested to join JS...cool!~
To end da day, we went our separate wayz..Che'mong and i took a cab to Sempang & met up wif Kak Ef & geng back from their karaoke session...
Fenatznyeeeee.....
Sunday...
Me got a date wif mama dearest...pi nenok MegaWarnaRia, together-gether wif Amin & his cute sis, who coincidentali has da same name as mama gue, and oso Zana wif mum...
Was okay...something like last year oso...funny & entertaining...da guest artistez were fabulous...really breath-taking performancez...the comedianz were multi-talented seh...however, something bothered me tho'..one of da dance item was an absolute disaster..some of these dancerz were familiar faces I had known back from bengkel & pre-U..felt like asking them to juz stop & save themselvez from d embarrassment seh..haiyah..sedih nah lah..not their day i guess..
Monday...
Bought mama a new hp - 6230i...suker dia egh.....
Shared wif ma bro though i paid abit more lah kan...khekhekheee ;p
But itz ok...a small token of appreciation for sumone who meanz da world to me *MuAcHkZ*
Lagipun, dah lama mama nak upgrade hp..so itz a long overdue gift i muz say..
Yg sedihnye, her earpc something wrong plak biler dah bawak balek tu..den she findz dat the volume pelan sgt..beh she kept insisting dat the salesguy gave her a used fone..kept sulking & complaining abt it..perangai perangai.....cam budak² betol lah mama gue ni..kiut tu kiut tapi cam nak cekik² pun ade ;p
Tuesday was a helluva day.....
After werk, went breakfast wif Mimi @ Signature...dgr² member di-approach tok jadi model...Naim pun samer...they were walking in town when there was dis lady who asked them if they were interested in being a model...gheghegheee...kiut kannn...meshti kembang sejenak... ;p they're gonna haf an appointment dis Saturday...tgklah camne outcome dia kan...
Fyi, dis kinda thing happened to me before too...dat was back in skool dayz...after watching a movie @ Bishan J8, as per normal, went to da ladyz...den, i noticed dat there was dis lady who kept looking at me...dia perhatikan jek tao...spooky kan...nasib baek 'zaman gemilang' me as an ah-lian dah abis.....kalo tak, "wat stare²?!~ not hapi izzit??"...muahahahaaa...kental sakkk!~ *bLuEkHz* aniwayz, kuar dari toilet jek, she chased & came up to me...anjat gegerl...she den took out a writing board wif some kinda form & asked if i'd like to be a 'newface' for a magazine...kembang ko~!...cita² nak jadi stewardess, dahlah terbantot kan (as in, literally, TERBANTOT), jadi model pun oklah kan...i filled up da form and she gave me the companyz name card wich i still have now...kenangan noh... *gRiNz*
Well, they called & made an appointment wif moi...i went lah kan...tgk nasib jek...waktu tu, sbelom ma hockey practise...it was sumwhere @ Amoy Street...sesat noh biler pi...pusing² sekian lama, aru terjumpa...biler sampai, lawar sungguh interior dia...den i saw da gerlz who i supposed were like me, perst-tymerz...ramai plak bangsa 'cher'...u noe i noe lah kan...niwayz, filled out a form, den da person did some kinda analysis...kuku lah,...rambot lah...den da person explained wat the company does & wat not...i'd need to get a portfolio & what they'll do is to get assignmentz for us, be it localz or overseaz...besh kan...well, da turnoff was dis - to do a portfolio wif da company, i had to come up wif ma own capital..itz like me paying for ma own makeover lah..teroz hope cam dampened seh..mane nak carik duit ye tuan² dan puan²..da person den asked me fer a 2nd appointment & dis tym ard, to bring ma mum..dey'll do da 'psycho-ing' i guess..so i did wif mama..but as expected, harapan tak menjadi..being financiali-unstable, mane nak carik duit geng..oh well..wat to do..
Aniway, carrying on...pas breakfast, me naek cab to Jurong wich costs me 17bux..ya ampunnn..mane tak pokai..met mama & we took a bus to Larkin to get back our bajuz..wanted to experimentasi lah kan naek bus kuning tu..it was a humongous mistake alright..pey jauh!~ da bus actuali stopz at different ptz of Johor to pick up passengerz..ya ampunnn.....dah lah me ngantok..penat..upset..haiyakkk..darah up jek..but i guess i was too tired to make a fuss out of it..i diam jek all da way..it was such a disaster till my head ached okayyy..bumpy ride laen..tak cukop tido laen..haiyakkk..
Niwayz, i've not reali recovered fully..ma throat still hurtz and i can't swallow stuff without having to feel da pain..must've been something wrong when i tried to force vomit few dayz ago..no..not turning anorexic or bulimic or watever..dah tu takpe, bajuz plak belom siap..kate Saturday can take..byk pey Saturday..mencabar kesabaran ku betol..mama larling i pulak, confident sgt ngan nyonya tu..org suroh kol, tak kol..mama mama..
Wednesday...
Perst day start puasaing...Arghhh!~ Kak ef jumpe hp 7610!~ Berkat bulan pose ni kottt...suker egh dia!~ *WiNkZ*
Yesterday..thurz..
Was on ma ride back from Jurong, naek bus express..tetiba da bus got stalled in da middle of expressway..besh kan?.....ape tak besh..surrounded by alot of vehiclez & on da left side, is the hutan..me being very sleepy & exhausted can sumtymz create ma own hallucinationz..& summore, being bored, doesn't help either as i began imagining maself in da jungle..konon dah cam citer 'Lost' ar kan..mamposss..
Got a complimentary tiket & waited for da next bus to come along..there were about 4 of us, excluding da bus driver..one of 'em was a really cute gerl who was too hyperactive as compared to me of coz..mak dia plak bising²..ma kepala plak dah start noneng..pakkal jek puase..kalau tak, rase cam nak campak jek mak dia ke dlm hutan tu tao..cobaan.....
In abt 15-20minz, barulah muncol lagi satu bus tu..reached Toa Payoh tak sampai pun 10minit..darah up jek kan..so near yet so far..haiyakkk..mama was aldy waiting fer me at da bustop..she ckp she tunggu pun cam nak pengsan..like me, she juz came home from werk..sanggup tunggu me bab nak enquire abt her new hp..nak temankan lah kan..well, unfortunately, nothing can be done..da salesperson ckp, anything wrong after sold, must go straight to da Nokia Service Center itself..mama nye face teroz 'black'..mama ni kan, semenjak dua menjak ni kan, suker tao 'perah-perah'..emo laen..ya ampunnn..
K dah tu jek buat ari ni...
Adios pi berambos!~ Khekhekheee ;p
FemmeFatale @ 2:36 AM |
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Something to ponder on..
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there..to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet affect your life. The success and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.
Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life and then go out and live it.
"If you take your eyes off your goals, all you see is obstacles."
FemmeFatale @ 4:58 AM |
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