Saturday was a horrigible day fer me okayyy..after werkin' OT, i went to Jurong..wen i reached home, i realised dat i lost one side of ma fav pair of earringz..it belongz to da purplish butterfly set from Chomel worth more than 100bux which someone had given to me..so sad so sad..... *tErK TerK teRk* i onli got to wear the full set during ma boobzday party seh..sekali jek..cedih nah lah.. :{ tulah emy..kaco nenek in previous entry..cucu pun sama ganasnye!~ dolat²..haiyahhh..to think of it, no wonder ppl were looking at me seh..ingatkan ape jek yg tak kena ngan me tao..rupenye i was onli wearing an earring on ma right side..dangling summore..pulak tu ma hair was tied..tak ke obvious tu hah..ya ampunnn..dey muz be thinking if i was either makin' a 'unique' fashion statement, or if i was juz purely dumb..tanx ar egh.. *smack on ma forehead*
I was sooo bloody upset dat day, da first person i contacted was mama..dgr² sampai she ingat i marah kat dia..well, i am indeed in a pweetty foul mood lately..itz like sooo easy for ppl to piss me off..pms kottt..niwayz, dat day jugak, me cam frust menonggeng gituk..dahlah tak dpt itot pi batam, feberet earring plak hilang..dah mengamok cam nak nangis..nak mengadu nasib, 'org² laen' plak bz..apekan daya..tanak ckp ar kannn..hmph!~..me teros divert hp (for like four consequent dayz), bentang tilam kat hall, surround maself wif ma bantalz, bukak vcd citer Mann - ma all tym fav hindustani movie..feeling² ape entah..tak paham betol si budak emy ni egh..tgk jek lah all da way..ngantok smua tolak tepi..too upset to be sleepy..sampai mama i balek, she pun amik bantal dia, bobokz sbelah me..kite marathon tido sampai larut malam..she was supposed to be werkin' one whole day but was too sick dat her team leader made her go home..cian ma baby.. :( musim sakit lah i tink..haiyahhhh..
Dat day plak kebetolan ma sec skool fwen ade chalet..had to forego it..moodless..nak kuar ngan Amin larling pun tak jadik..so ok, before i forget, juz wanna wish Happy Bday to all da September babiez - Shahril, Ct Zubaidah, Rozi, Syidot, Cleon, etc²...to those not mentioned, sorilah.....nak letak smua, brape ramai kan...lagipun, chek ni, otak lembap shikit...cikit jek...maha blur plak tu.....khekhekheee ;p
Sunday, had planz yg tak menjadi..tanak ckp jgk ar kan..TAHU TAKPE.. *sMiRkz* hmmm..how fast tym flies..skejap jek dah nak start puase..so me & family pi kubor aritu..dun reali wanna talk abt it lah.. :{
Movin' on..
While i was werking juz now, had a msg via msn from a person i used to be close to..
"hey iradadib... masa maseh panjang.. waktu pasti ada yang terluang.. kalau sudah menjadi ketentuan bisa kamu lakukan apa sahaja yang kamu mahu. usah bersedih... bahagia menunggu di hari belakang... lakukan saja!.. naseb diri tak ada yang ketahui. malam.."
We had first met at OI for da 3mthz pre-U...K & i were in da same class, takin' pure commerce...he was a quiet & cool kinda guy...mysteriously charming in a sense...i still remember da very first tym we reali communicated & sumhow created a 'special bond'...we were at da library, berhadapan dgn computer...apparently, he was searching for music scorez to play wif his 'gerlfrenz' - his guitarz... *WinKz* u see, Kz very into music & reali passionate abt it...so sumhow we got to talk & da conversation lead on to issues about our personal life & so on & so forth...he actuali turned out to be a very interesting individual i muz say...wif an intriguing view abt life & all...from den on, we started getting to noe more abt each other...
Niwayz, tup tup tup...rupenye da gift was from K...buat suspense jek kan ni mat...ya ampunnn.....chuber egh!~...from den on, barulah we exchanged numberz...seldom talk but sms alot...hehe ;p he used to call me 'Ukiradadib' in his smses to me...any idea what it meanz?... *bLuSh* den we started going to skool together-gether...he'd wait fer me at da bustop near ma houz when he actuali livez in Pasir Ris...power egh? ;p i've forgotten abt his explanation as to y he'd wanna do dat but if im not wrong, he said sumthing like, 'on da way' to skool so might as well go together...tapi now to think of it, bohong seh tu..byk dia nye on da way..kalau from da east pun, naek bus 28, dah overshot OI adelah..iye tak ye pulak egh...y dint i tink of it back den?..ni meshti tactic dia tao..well,..sumhow it werkz...especiali to a blur queen like moi *gRiNz* beh after skool, we'd go home together-gether sumtymz...simply said, dah cam matahir ar when we're actuali not, & of coz, ppl started talking...pey kpo!~ gheghegheee ;p
Den came da day of taking resultz..hah..very da memorable okayyy..was an emotional ride fer me..i dint turn up at skool to take da resultz..juz cldn't bring maself to..imagine, everyone else was at their own skoolz dat day, awaiting anxiously for dat pc of paper..me?..i went to da library maself instead..reading bookz, magz, termenung..hayal..hmmm..K was there fer me..got worried wen he got to noe bt ma state..pas dia amik rezults, he asked me out to distress & we went PS...had our dinner at TacoBellz...a first tym fer me back den...well.....those were da tymz...hez such a gentleman...u peepz may be wonderin' y dint we become a couple?...hmmm...adelah citernye..... (^_^)
"A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you.."
~ UkiradadiB ~ BidadarikU ~
I was sooo bloody upset dat day, da first person i contacted was mama..dgr² sampai she ingat i marah kat dia..well, i am indeed in a pweetty foul mood lately..itz like sooo easy for ppl to piss me off..pms kottt..niwayz, dat day jugak, me cam frust menonggeng gituk..dahlah tak dpt itot pi batam, feberet earring plak hilang..dah mengamok cam nak nangis..nak mengadu nasib, 'org² laen' plak bz..apekan daya..tanak ckp ar kannn..hmph!~..me teros divert hp (for like four consequent dayz), bentang tilam kat hall, surround maself wif ma bantalz, bukak vcd citer Mann - ma all tym fav hindustani movie..feeling² ape entah..tak paham betol si budak emy ni egh..tgk jek lah all da way..ngantok smua tolak tepi..too upset to be sleepy..sampai mama i balek, she pun amik bantal dia, bobokz sbelah me..kite marathon tido sampai larut malam..she was supposed to be werkin' one whole day but was too sick dat her team leader made her go home..cian ma baby.. :( musim sakit lah i tink..haiyahhhh..
Dat day plak kebetolan ma sec skool fwen ade chalet..had to forego it..moodless..nak kuar ngan Amin larling pun tak jadik..so ok, before i forget, juz wanna wish Happy Bday to all da September babiez - Shahril, Ct Zubaidah, Rozi, Syidot, Cleon, etc²...to those not mentioned, sorilah.....nak letak smua, brape ramai kan...lagipun, chek ni, otak lembap shikit...cikit jek...maha blur plak tu.....khekhekheee ;p
Sunday, had planz yg tak menjadi..tanak ckp jgk ar kan..TAHU TAKPE.. *sMiRkz* hmmm..how fast tym flies..skejap jek dah nak start puase..so me & family pi kubor aritu..dun reali wanna talk abt it lah.. :{
Movin' on..
While i was werking juz now, had a msg via msn from a person i used to be close to..
"hey iradadib... masa maseh panjang.. waktu pasti ada yang terluang.. kalau sudah menjadi ketentuan bisa kamu lakukan apa sahaja yang kamu mahu. usah bersedih... bahagia menunggu di hari belakang... lakukan saja!.. naseb diri tak ada yang ketahui. malam.."
We had first met at OI for da 3mthz pre-U...K & i were in da same class, takin' pure commerce...he was a quiet & cool kinda guy...mysteriously charming in a sense...i still remember da very first tym we reali communicated & sumhow created a 'special bond'...we were at da library, berhadapan dgn computer...apparently, he was searching for music scorez to play wif his 'gerlfrenz' - his guitarz... *WinKz* u see, Kz very into music & reali passionate abt it...so sumhow we got to talk & da conversation lead on to issues about our personal life & so on & so forth...he actuali turned out to be a very interesting individual i muz say...wif an intriguing view abt life & all...from den on, we started getting to noe more abt each other...
Valentinez day came...after lecture, we went back to class...saw a package on ma table...evryone was like so excited & teasing me abt it...akak malu noh!~ tapi cam kembang kiambang gitu kan!~ ;p had a note attached to it...dint leave a name...juz a no. if im not wrong, & of coz, 'hapi vday & hope u like da gift' clichez...secret admirer lah ni konon...i dah start pk mcm²...to such extent dat i thot it was from one of da seniorz who some of ma larling gerlfwenz had a crush on...i called him Beethoven coz i thot hez hairstyle looked like da anjing wif fringe covering his eyez ;p hah kutuok kutuok..dgr² rambot aku sendirik sempurna per skarang..haiz..dolat²..da reason as to y i thot it was dis bugga was coz he kept givin' me 'da look'...tapi tak tahu lah wat 'da look' was for kan...it was either he was flirting wif me, or he got to noe wat i nicknamed him...but who carez!~ ;p muahahahaaa... *pEaCe²*
Niwayz, tup tup tup...rupenye da gift was from K...buat suspense jek kan ni mat...ya ampunnn.....chuber egh!~...from den on, barulah we exchanged numberz...seldom talk but sms alot...hehe ;p he used to call me 'Ukiradadib' in his smses to me...any idea what it meanz?... *bLuSh* den we started going to skool together-gether...he'd wait fer me at da bustop near ma houz when he actuali livez in Pasir Ris...power egh? ;p i've forgotten abt his explanation as to y he'd wanna do dat but if im not wrong, he said sumthing like, 'on da way' to skool so might as well go together...tapi now to think of it, bohong seh tu..byk dia nye on da way..kalau from da east pun, naek bus 28, dah overshot OI adelah..iye tak ye pulak egh...y dint i tink of it back den?..ni meshti tactic dia tao..well,..sumhow it werkz...especiali to a blur queen like moi *gRiNz* beh after skool, we'd go home together-gether sumtymz...simply said, dah cam matahir ar when we're actuali not, & of coz, ppl started talking...pey kpo!~ gheghegheee ;p
Den came da day of taking resultz..hah..very da memorable okayyy..was an emotional ride fer me..i dint turn up at skool to take da resultz..juz cldn't bring maself to..imagine, everyone else was at their own skoolz dat day, awaiting anxiously for dat pc of paper..me?..i went to da library maself instead..reading bookz, magz, termenung..hayal..hmmm..K was there fer me..got worried wen he got to noe bt ma state..pas dia amik rezults, he asked me out to distress & we went PS...had our dinner at TacoBellz...a first tym fer me back den...well.....those were da tymz...hez such a gentleman...u peepz may be wonderin' y dint we become a couple?...hmmm...adelah citernye..... (^_^)
Now, hez happily attached to dis very sweet gerl who text me thru' fwenster abt a mth or two back, on suggestionz for a surprise on his bday...such a sweetheart...secocok lah tu...shez a lucky gerl to get a guy full of sincerity & love like K...may they have an everlasting relationship.....
Insya'Allah...
As for me?..oh well..been monthz..in fact,..half a yr livin' a singlez life..wat a ride i muz say..wat a ride..
"A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you.."
~ UkiradadiB ~ BidadarikU ~
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