.. Senora Sassy ..

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Forgive me, Mama..

Holla ppl..

Ek'ehhh.....dah hilang???..ke mana entah egh..tapi kenape?..malas?..serba salah?..asal?..
hmm..TAHU, TAKPE..

Life goes on.....

Been unwell lately..fever..headachez..toothache..darn..
Nopez..itz not da tym of da month juz yet..i tink itz musim gaknye.. *siGhz*

Niwayz, two dayz ago, went to Jurong..met mama after werk..den we went to Ibu's houz @ Bedok..on da way there, tgh syiok² bbual, tetiba she mentioned abt him..urghhh..not again,..pls.....
When we're at Bedok pulak, we saw dis particular baju which reminded her of him..how she akcherli bought sumthing like dat fer him during Raya..i guess wif ma headache & all, i snapped..told her to juz forget abt it & not talk abt him anymore..

im so so sorry mama..adeq tak bermaksod nak marah gitu..i dint mean it..u noe me..

I think itz gonna be pretty hard fer her to accept any other guyz fer me after d incident..i can understand y..i juz hate seeing her keep blamin' herself for trusting him wif me too much..haiz..

Yesterday,..
Had a conversation wif sumone, dat made me cry afterwardz..gembeng betol lah Emy ni!~ arghhh!~ Hate dis feeling!~ Yes..im trying to understand u..but do you even understand me?..hmm..im not surprised..not many ppl do..or rather,..no one reali does..

"..Time is a gift & only you can decide what you do with it.."

FemmeFatale @ 7:32 AM | 2 CoMenTaRioS