In reply to an entry by a blogger..
Hey Stranger..
I think u've got me wrong..yeah i've said it,..u moved on too fast..as u yourself admitz it..dun care bt da moving on wif whoever part..but it juz botherz me how u could do so almost immediately, after everything datz happened..makez me doubt if da one year meant anything or made any impact at all..in fact, makez me think if it was all indeed a BIG FAT LIE..
How do u expect one to feel when u asked them back one day, da person turnz it down, & u INSTANTLY got another replacement on hand?..was it all pre-planned?..why'd u haf to play wif wordz like dat?..why was feelingz being played?..again,..y?..
Yes..
I regretted asking u down to ma party coz i thot dat would make mama hapi..turned out to be a major disappointment for her..u couldn't possibly imagine da regret i feel had u seen fer yourself how she cried..dammit!~..
Sememangnye i invited u willingly..dgn seikhlas hati..walaupun we had a stupid fight few dayz before..i was juz so excited to see your parentz again..i've missed them so much..but den,..had i known da heartbreak it would cause mama,..... *SoBz*
Haiz..
You know yourself whether u've changed or not..
You said it to ma face & deny it now?..contradicting?..*pSeUdOz* da word..
Im not gonna touch further on dis..u can think fer yourself..as you've said, you've matured..
Yes..
Im already movin' on..like i said in da mail wich mebbe u forgot to mention,..u'll be hearing thingz abt me sooner or later..Insya'Allah..
No..
Ma apologiez if wat i said in da mail, or wat i haf been saying to you all dis while, was purely blaming u..but if i was, why da hell do i kip apologizing all along for?..even wen itz not ma fault?..den y?..i noe how to think u..i noe i've done u wrong maself..lotz of wrong right?..but i dun go on not realizing ma own first..cerminkan diri sendiri dahulu..bukan begitu?..renungkanlah..
Yes..
So your heart was taken by someone..im not surprised..good fer u..
& to dis someone, take care of him & his parentz..Insya'Allah, u guyz will be a happy everlasting couple..dis i say, wif full of sincerity from da bottom of ma heart..no liez..no sarcasm..no pun intended..
Fer me, im not jealous..sumpah demi Allah..if im in a state of denial abt dat, i would bravely admit it..tapi sememangnye emy sendiri dah tawar hati..been dat long & been thru' too much maself..da hell i've been thru' all dis while, hanya Tuhan saje yg tahu..the only one whoz been reali there fer me is mama ku sayang..got her worried too much..too often.. *TeArY*
No..not juz bcoz of us..itz coz of ma family..ma dad..ma siblingz..ma freekin' life..again, no..im not blaming u solely..i juz wish u'd be more careful wif your choice of wordz & try to understand fully wat i've been trying to convey to you all dis while..
Yes..
I believe, everything happenz for a reason..& i oso believe, in Karma..
Like u said, ini pendirian masing-masing..
Fer now, be it..letz move on..to a new chapter of our lifez..
Past is past..
To your fellow fwenz, old & new, especiali those i've hung out wif before,..no offense is intended against your dear fren..hez happy wif u guyz & appreciatez alot da joy dat u bring him..i sincerely apologize for da hurt dat i've caused him & am thankful to u guyz for making him happy when i was not..
To ma own fellow fwenz, thankz for da support u've been giving me..
Friendshipz are alwayz precious to me & i reali appreciate you all..
Peace out maself..
Hey Stranger..
I think u've got me wrong..yeah i've said it,..u moved on too fast..as u yourself admitz it..dun care bt da moving on wif whoever part..but it juz botherz me how u could do so almost immediately, after everything datz happened..makez me doubt if da one year meant anything or made any impact at all..in fact, makez me think if it was all indeed a BIG FAT LIE..
How do u expect one to feel when u asked them back one day, da person turnz it down, & u INSTANTLY got another replacement on hand?..was it all pre-planned?..why'd u haf to play wif wordz like dat?..why was feelingz being played?..again,..y?..
Yes..
I regretted asking u down to ma party coz i thot dat would make mama hapi..turned out to be a major disappointment for her..u couldn't possibly imagine da regret i feel had u seen fer yourself how she cried..dammit!~..
Sememangnye i invited u willingly..dgn seikhlas hati..walaupun we had a stupid fight few dayz before..i was juz so excited to see your parentz again..i've missed them so much..but den,..had i known da heartbreak it would cause mama,..... *SoBz*
Haiz..
You know yourself whether u've changed or not..
You said it to ma face & deny it now?..contradicting?..*pSeUdOz* da word..
Im not gonna touch further on dis..u can think fer yourself..as you've said, you've matured..
Yes..
Im already movin' on..like i said in da mail wich mebbe u forgot to mention,..u'll be hearing thingz abt me sooner or later..Insya'Allah..
No..
Ma apologiez if wat i said in da mail, or wat i haf been saying to you all dis while, was purely blaming u..but if i was, why da hell do i kip apologizing all along for?..even wen itz not ma fault?..den y?..i noe how to think u..i noe i've done u wrong maself..lotz of wrong right?..but i dun go on not realizing ma own first..cerminkan diri sendiri dahulu..bukan begitu?..renungkanlah..
Yes..
So your heart was taken by someone..im not surprised..good fer u..
& to dis someone, take care of him & his parentz..Insya'Allah, u guyz will be a happy everlasting couple..dis i say, wif full of sincerity from da bottom of ma heart..no liez..no sarcasm..no pun intended..
Fer me, im not jealous..sumpah demi Allah..if im in a state of denial abt dat, i would bravely admit it..tapi sememangnye emy sendiri dah tawar hati..been dat long & been thru' too much maself..da hell i've been thru' all dis while, hanya Tuhan saje yg tahu..the only one whoz been reali there fer me is mama ku sayang..got her worried too much..too often.. *TeArY*
No..not juz bcoz of us..itz coz of ma family..ma dad..ma siblingz..ma freekin' life..again, no..im not blaming u solely..i juz wish u'd be more careful wif your choice of wordz & try to understand fully wat i've been trying to convey to you all dis while..
Yes..
I believe, everything happenz for a reason..& i oso believe, in Karma..
Like u said, ini pendirian masing-masing..
Fer now, be it..letz move on..to a new chapter of our lifez..
Past is past..
To your fellow fwenz, old & new, especiali those i've hung out wif before,..no offense is intended against your dear fren..hez happy wif u guyz & appreciatez alot da joy dat u bring him..i sincerely apologize for da hurt dat i've caused him & am thankful to u guyz for making him happy when i was not..
To ma own fellow fwenz, thankz for da support u've been giving me..
Friendshipz are alwayz precious to me & i reali appreciate you all..
Peace out maself..
FemmeFatale @ 11:02 PM |
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